8/29/2005 10:20:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|temporary post. this post will self destruct whenever it friggin fels like it. okay that's really all i have to say today... "but after conception your body lay cold, withered through autumn, then you woke up and you found yourself old" -aliencam|W|P|112537939568708711|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com8/30/2005 11:04:00 AM|W|P| amrober6|W|P|This comment has been removed by a blog administrator.8/28/2005 02:21:00 AM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|L0rd of teh Ringz0r F3ll0wsh1p of teh R1ng [At Bilbo's 111th Birthday] Merry: "Omg, I pwn" Pippin: "Sif, I pwn" * o Rocket goes off Gandalf: "Pwned!" Bilbo: "This = shiz, bai foos" Bilbo has left the server Frodo: "Wtf!?" [later, in Bag End] Gandalf: "Give teh ringz0r to Frodo" Bilbo: "Sif! It r precious!" Gandalf: "STFU NOOB!!!" Bilbo: "ok" Gandalf has logged on as admin Bilbo has been kicked from The Shire * o Later Gandalf: "Show me teh ring, foo!" * o Gandalf rides out, does some research, comes back Gandalf: "OMGZ, it R teh ring!" Frodo: "Wtf?" Gandalf has logged on as admin Frodo has been kicked from The Shire Sam has been kicked from The Shire [At Isengard] Gandalf: "sup dawg, i r g4nd4lf da gr3y!" Saruman: "Foo! U R teh noob!" Gandalf: "WTF?!" Saruman: "Sauron pwns joo!" Gandalf: "Sif, I R leet" * o Sarumon beats the **** out of Gandalf Saruman: "Pwned!" [on the road to Bree] Merry: "look foos, shrooms!" Pippin: "Woot! Shrooms!" Frodo: "Ph34r!" Sam: "Shrooms!" Frodo: "PH34R!1!1" * o black rider stops, sniffs, goes past Frodo: "OMG, packetloss!" read the rest of it at http://uncyclopedia.org/wiki/L0rd_of_Teh_Ringz0r lol that's funny. " j00 : Jew n00b : Neoconservative wtf : War on the Trade Federation (The Socialist-related hacker movement's attempt to destroy the Internet forever), alternate meaning : What The Fuck! 5k1llz : 'Skulls', most often used by furry hackers as a term to describe how many innocent IRC users they have skullfucked PH34R : 'Fear' used by small nerdy 10z3r N00B5 OMG : Oh My God, as in OMG WTF LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL BBQ "|W|P|112522097950089423|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com8/28/2005 12:53:00 AM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|do you people know how nice it is to sleep in as late as you want for once? i slept in until nine today! and went to bed at like two, so that's SEVEN HOURS of sleep! i never get that much sleep, i know it really doesn't sound like much but i felt so awesome after waking up from seven hours of sleep. today, i went shopping with my parents because i really didn't feel like staying at home. so i was shopping from 2-like six ish...anyway, i went shopping, and i found where all gay men go to buy their clothes, it's stein mart. okay, so i bought some clothes there too, but they were like really awesome shirts for $8 and silk shirts for $12. but they weren't gay shirts either, there were a lot of very interesting shirts that my parents and i had some good laughs at, but yeah. and even if they were a little gay, wearing silk is worth it because it's awesome. *note: the word "gay" in the above paragraph refers to extreme pink shades of paisley shirts, small flower prints (the stuff your great grandmother's church dress was made out of), polka dots, and ... maybe a few other things.* okay what else.... it turns out that office max no longer carries the pen that i use. it made me very frustrated because it tok them fifteen minutes to determine that no one working in the store had seen them in awhile, and then check and see that they discontinued carrying them. so now i have to look internetwise to find another... and the only stylius multipens they have do not have a lazer pointer (which i ACTUALLY use for LEGITIMATE purposes at work and such) and are not cool. verizon now offers a not-so-cool kyocera 180-flip phone (similar to slider, but it flips open to the side, so it's not really cool...) and a bunch of toher phones like that that are cool. they actually like added a million phones they offer and some are pretty cool. and that phone alex winter got they offer for like $70 now, but that's still not as cool as the kyocera slider... or that little tiny phone that's name escapes me... * Quarks never appear singly, but always as bound states of two or more, called hadrons, such as the protons and neutrons that make up the atomic nucleus. Thus, Nature hides its fundamental particles and we would like to understand better how the Strong Force achieves this. * Only the mass of the top quark is accurately known, because QCD effects are small for such a heavy particle. To determine the masses of the lighter quarks accurately (called up, down, strange, charm and bottom), QCD effects have to be computed. These masses are needed for detailed understanding of many phenomena and should eventually be predicted by the much sought after Theory of Everything. * There are six types of quark and this seems to be related to the small difference between matter and antimatter, called CP violation, that may help to explain why our Universe is dominated by matter (and hence why we can exist at all). QCD simulations are needed to discover whether our current theories can explain this, or there is some new physics at work. * The Theory of Everything is very likely to permit protons to decay. If so, the proton lifetime must be enormous, since no decay has yet been observed. Experimental lower bounds on the lifetime, together with QCD simulations, place restrictions on what the Theory of Everything can be and have already ruled out some candidates. * At enormously high temperatures and densities, such as may be found in neutron stars, everyday matter made of bound quarks may melt into a new type of matter. This change of phase, which is being searched for at Brookhaven National Laboratory by colliding gold and lead nuclei at high energies, is accessible to QCD simulations. What happens may tell us about what is going on inside some of the most exotic objects in the Universe. "q: How do we know quarks are real? a: If we cannot separate them out, how do we know they are there? The answer is simply that all our calculations depend on their existence and give the right answers for the experiments. " wow thanks for that great reason for their existance. "it's real because if it's not evrything we did is wrong." okay i'ts 2 thirty now, and i work the ENTIRE dayt tomorrow, so yeah... bye "42 is the forty-second number. It comes, usually, after 41 unless one is counting backwards, or by twos, or by fives, or backwards from 11, or in Base 3, or incorrectly." -aliencam|W|P|112522066426708383|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com8/27/2005 12:06:00 AM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|counting four days since the last post, it really is time to post again... curse you late-night homework working-on sessions. and whatever else prevented me from making my posts. some other things to curse: schedule changes schedules changes lawson jacklin calculus schedule change program administration laziness (not klees this time, yay for klees) school in general people who don't eat the crust of their pizza (yay i got tucker to eat the crust at lunch today) un-updated blogs myspace myspace changing the name search results age to 18 yeah i really need to find this person now, but of course, just a little bit ago myspace raised the age of people that will come up in the search results for "name" to eighteen... and it used to be 16... sp anyway, this person isn't eighteen years old (wow i really love spelling out the word "eighteen" it's like my favorite number spelled out) so i can't really search for them, and of course, their school is not in the myspace listings either... (after i got frustrated at this, i looked and noticed that boulder creek isn't in the schools either!) so yeah now i'm angry that i didn't remember to find this person before because now i'm going to have to look through the entire myspace directory to find them. and that's a lot of people to look through. okay well i am really really hungry right now, about fifteen minutes ago i was this hungry, so i went to the fridge which was full of all sorts of great food, and of course, i reach for the leftover pizza that my family ate without me. so i'm sitting there eating a piece of cold pizza doubled over in pain from being so hungry, and i finsh the pizza and i'm still that hungry, but i can't eat anymore because that's not good... and this really rally hurts like... it feels like i haven't eaten in days, but i ate all week... bah, when i actually do eat i get this hungry, but when i don't i don't feel anything... ive had "it's the end of the world as we know it" stuck in my head ALL DAY, so i've been listening to it during the day and this weird version that i like better but it's different....but right now i'm listening to the violent femmes, which has to be one of the most annoying groups ever with songs that are good. (if you don't know who i'm talking about, their song you know is "blister in the sun") ive also been preparing for my system reformat, as my filesystem is now corrupted AGAIN. and no viruses or spyware or anything, just a corrupted filesystem with a "ha ha aliencam" forever engraved into it. i swear my psu is messing the stuff up. (yes i'm blaming filesystem corruption on PSU failure), as psu gives out UNSTABLE voltages, hdd fries and then underolts, making it mess up during every action. and explains the frequent overhears. but anyway, i'm copying some of my important files to my 200 gib external hdd, hoping i wont fill it up... so much homework to do, but i'm not up to doing any of it at the moment. the fact that it's 1:03 am has nothing to do with that. but my being so hungry does. aaaagh hungryyy. okay well as soon as this transfer is done to my hard drive i'm going to bed... and i started it like an hour and ten minutes ago, but it said 140 minutes (it's only an 84 gb transfer)... now it says like six remaining... so i'd better wrap this up.... what else... oh yeah, work was so insane, wow xtreme hasn't been so busy in forever. and ashley's brother is no longer cool. oh yeah this afternoon when i got home from school i fell asleep on the floor (duh the carpets in my house are like really really soft) and i forgot to take my pen out of my pocket and now i have a pen-shaped bruise on my side... and its painful.. tomorrow morning yo tengo un funeral to go to and tomorrow ngiht work, but otherwise nothing until church and invintory tomorrow. w00t work all day to do invintory. (bleh) "Humor is everywhere, in that there's irony in just about anything a human does." - Bill Nye -aliencam|W|P|112513096279554702|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com8/27/2005 02:57:00 PM|W|P| amrober6|W|P|whoa, my brother is no longer cool? should this be something im happy about or unhappy about? and question- if youre hungry why dont you go eat? i mean, when im really, really hungry, i find (as shocking as this is going to sound) that if i eat a fair amount of food i feel better.... its a new and inventive concept but you should try it out, maybe you'll feel better too...8/28/2005 12:38:00 AM|W|P| aliencam|W|P|i DID go eat, see my rant about eating pizza and still being hungry!?? bah at you.

and you should be happy he is no longer cool, because that means you are cooler than he is.8/22/2005 09:07:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|well i guess it's about time you people saw a post that didn't make me feel like dying. thank you all for your comments by the way. ... well anyway i assume most of you know somewhat about my weekend. i think only one person knows most of it but yeah anyway... i still don't know how i'm doing so lol... it shouldn't even really matter, a logical person would see that and not care... but i'm not being logical, and i do care. so oh well. but i'm okay. or not really. i don't know. okay well i think i need to go to bed if i want any sleep at all... so bye everyone. have a really great day. " Read, every day, something no one else is reading. Think, every day, something no one else is thinking. Do, every day, something no one else would be silly enough to do. It is bad for the mind to be always part of unanimity." - Christopher Morley -aliencam|W|P|112477418677575704|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com8/23/2005 11:34:00 PM|W|P| Unknown|W|P|please feel better... its so sad to see you upset.. *hugs* drink tea!!! i swear it helps lol... well .. bye8/24/2005 03:04:00 PM|W|P| amrober6|W|P|Yeah thats a great idea!!! you like that really gross cafinated junk that has little to no flavor that ppl so innocently call tea... it'll make you feel all warm inside, so yeah, erm.. drink tea even though its mad gross8/21/2005 08:57:00 AM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|ever noticed how stupid dogs are? you punish them or hurt them, and all they can do is turn right back to you for comfort. maybe dogs aren't so stupid after all. -aliencam|W|P|112464018631253864|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com8/23/2005 08:39:00 PM|W|P| amrober6|W|P|erm... every cloud has its silver lining... grass is always greener on the other side... can't see the forest for the trees... when god closes a door he opens a window... the wool of the black sheep is just as warm as the wool of a white sheeps... birds of a feather flock together... a pictures worth a thousand words... there are other fish in the sea... shit i ran outta cliches, you'll have to make do with these :P!!!8/19/2005 11:06:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|fuck today i woke up and was still sick with this stupid chest cold but i still went to school like a big boy, having only a marginally crappy school day. then i got home and didn't feel like doing anything, but forgot i had physical therapy at 4:30. so i went to that and it sucked because everything i did killed me without the ability to breathe any more than a half breath. and from there i went straight to work at xtreme (i didn't feel like eating), which should have been from 6:00 to 10:00, but i got sent home at 8:45 because i started screwing shit up on the register and they were like "take the rest of the night off your sicklyness is messing you up" and i had already requested tomorrow night off so i could sleep and get over this... so i went home at about 9:00 and am not going to xtreme tomorrow which also marginally sucks. and then i got home and started taking some pictures of the lightning and shit, but every time i had a good shot i would get interrupted so my pictures are crap. then i came inside and read everyone's blogs and now i still feel like shit and i'm just going to bed. damn it i don't want to wake up tomorrow but i have work at 10:00 "They say goldfish have no memory I guess their lives are much like mine and the little plastic castle is a surprise every time And it's hard to say to say we're happy but they don't seem much to mind" -Little Plastic Castle; Ani DiFranco -aliencam|W|P|112451874105773119|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com8/17/2005 10:38:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|you know... it really feels like i've been posting, because i've been doing template changes and stuff to here... even though i now know i was never really posting... so yep. it has come that i'm not working at leslie's at all this week. which is quite odd actually. but nonetheless, a nice beak. especially with me having been sick with a cold and all. physical therapy was really tiring today, when i got home i could barely do anything from how tired my arms were. and now the muscles are all really tight and bah. anyway, it turns out i'm not all as weak as i thought. lol. wall sit type thing while holding out a twelve lb. medicine ball straight for like fifteen minutes... and arm cycle for six minutes and 75 inverted push-ups... and a bunch of other stuff from weight machine... well i just recovered that from my dad unplugging the computer. stupid blogger recovery works better than microsoft word, in word i lost about 30 minutes of crap for madame bovary, but i loose nothing here... fucking damnit i'm not doing that fucking asignment again. i'm just printing the half blank piece of shit that i have right now and using that as my fucking outline. and now i don't even have a ride to the bus stop which takes me thirty-fucking minutes to get to so i have to wake up fourty five minutes early tomorrow to leave in time for that. and i'm still getting over this cold shit. fuck. "be careful getting coffee, i think these people want to shoot us." -aliencam|W|P|112434459563538283|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com8/18/2005 05:57:00 AM|W|P| Monica|W|P|don't say the fuck word cameron.

:P8/18/2005 06:30:00 PM|W|P| amrober6|W|P|hahaha... i think its funny to hear him say fuck... it just seems so outta character.8/19/2005 04:53:00 AM|W|P| Coby|W|P|cameron i thought you knew these were virgin ears, they're now bleeding because of your language8/15/2005 10:08:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|well hello readers. i'd like to welcome you to today's first day of school post. so have a seat and prepare for a greuling two minutes of reading my blog. (planning on making this a quickie today as i am feeling ill) okay well i just dyed my hair again, and it's a dark brown colour now as opposed to a light one... i dunno how to describe it, but i can't decide if it's good or just meh... today was the first day of school. i will describe the proceedings of the first day of school in the paragraph following this. i have chosen not to describe the preceedings of the day in this paragraph, but to wait another day before posting the school day's proceedings. after school i got to walk a mile in the hear (w0000t!) and then go straight to physical therapy where they worked me like someone in physical therapy (ooh you thought i was gong to say "ox" or "horse" there didn't you?... well i got you... actually i was going to say "ox" but desode against it) and then from there i went straight to thunderbird and 67th to a memorial service for our next door neighbot from our house of a month ago. ... :( okay everyone adeus for tonight... more post tomorrow ...to be continued... -aliencam|W|P|112417016309580683|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com8/13/2005 11:10:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|hello. interestingly enough, when i logged into blogger today, it showed aliencomic as being the most recently updated blog out of my blogs. this wa interesting on account of i haven't updated it since 11.24.04 ... and that's a long time ago.. and u updated this on the 13 of august, 2005... but oh well i guess it doesn't really matter... today was so crazily busy at leslie's that ... well it was so crazy that i won't even attempt to describe it. since how busy it was is only a perception of my mind... this si funy, found it from a link on paul's blog: "But how do I amass such a vast fortune? I hear you whining. The answer is simple. Armed robbery. Anyone can do it, all it takes is a gun and some guts. If you find you're too frightened, just look in the mirror and scream at the top of your lungs to work up your nerve. Then pull on your balaclava and get on your bike and cycle down to the nearest gas station with your sawn-off shotgun. A few thousand robberies and you will have enough money to start investing in the stock market. This is when the real stealing begins. Take your shotgun along with you to every board meeting and tell everyone to sign all their stock over to you. If anybody refuses, shoot them. Soon you will all own the stock in the world! You will finally be a winner!" well i probably won't be posting tomorrow night unless i get done con notes early... but i will be the cutting my hair and dying it and back to school shopping... so w00t! lol... okay well i need to go finish reading madame boring as a sack of potatoes, and then i need to sleep... w00t sounds like a blast ey? "actually, it's a shirt..." -aliencam|W|P|112400392619711432|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com8/11/2005 11:29:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|well wow. this is really cool. Quantum Metaphysics. collective subconscious... read the whole first section, and maybe the chat section. http://www.purifymind.com/QuantumMeta2.htm the collective subconscious, simply put, means that all members of a group, or species maybe, share a sub-sub conscious, such of primal instincts, etc. things that are sometimes reffered to as being "hard-wired" into someone (again, primal instincts)... the concept was expanded by Carl. G. Jung. ... " MPH2 *Any entity of a higher order is invisible to another entity of a lower order.* This has been stated already for the simple holon (HP4). For the sake of completeness, MHP2 points out that all entities of a higher order are invisible, not just the source-entity, because they all have more dimensions. For instance we cannot directly perceive the selves of other persons, as we cannot our own. " " MHP5 *A source-entity has simultaneous and direct access to all its sub-entities at all lower orders, without the need to pass through the intermediate orders sequentially.* This is because of its added dimension. For instance we can see in a crystal form all points, lines, and planes simultaneously because we perceive in 3-D, the third being the added dimension. " " MPH7 *Higher order source-entities are more deeply immanent.* This statement amounts to a definition of "depth of immanence". The more order levels exist between a source-entity and a sub-entity, the more deeply immanent it is in an entity. Psychologically this corresponds to the observation that the humanity-entity is on a deeper subconscious level than the inner personal self. " " MHP8 *Deeper levels of immanence correspond to lesser privacy.* This is because the deeper immanent source-entity encompasses more sub-entities. This principle seems to contradict experience, because we tend to think that our most private thoughts and feelings are most deeply immanent. But there is a difference between individual and immanent thoughts. The deeper the immanence, the more it is shared with others. " " We can now make some definite statements about the nature of M-D reality, beginning with All-Entity. All-Entity is the source-entity of everything; all other entities in the universe are Its sub-entities (HP3,MHP1). The entire universe is a holon with All-Entity being the whole. All-Entity and Its parts are one and the same, seen from different points of view (HP6). All-Entity has an infinite number of degrees of freedom (HP1). It includes in Itself all aspects, capabilities, and potentials of everything that exists (HP3). For instance It has all human aspects, but beyond these an infinite number of others. All-Entity has no individuality, if we mean by individuality to be different from others. There are no others on that level to be different from. Being the source-entity of everything alive, All-Entity is the very essence of life. It transcends and resolves all differences between entities in the universe (HP5). Thus All-Entity is ultimate harmony. Love is harmony between living beings, therefore All-Entity is ultimate Love. " so, all religions all over the world are searchign for "enlightenment" wether it be "ultimate love" as in christanity, which equals enlightenment as stated above, taoism, which is ahrmony, buddhism, which is just enlightenment, and everyone is searching for total enlightenment of what we can understand of our dimension. so the collective subconcious is to get to the next dimension. it is the goal of our existence. but, it is impossible in our current forms (explaining the afterlife as being the next dimension. heaven, nirvana, is just the fourth dimension, and our entirties are 3d so our bodies cannot go to 4d) this also explains atheisim as there is no "god" in the sense of what we think of god being a being, but god is enlightenment, all-entity is god. and no afterlife as in our dimension. hell would be not achieving enlightenment, and having to try again... wasn't there something about "toiling" in hell? i think there was. why didn't you just become enlightened the first time instead of wasting your time and doing it again. also, a "collective subconscious" in this form, would mean that it is possible to access other people's minds through that. actually, that that is one way to enlightenment. we talk about that in the chat conversation. everything asterisk'd out, you didn't need to read. chat coby and i had discussing this: actually i can't post some of this lol so here are exerpts form our chat :P [22:40] Me: MPH2 *Any entity of a higher order is invisible to another entity of a lower order.* [22:40] Coby: the subconscious thing? [22:40] Me: yeah [22:40] Me: did you read the whole thing [22:40] Coby: no [22:40] Coby: i read down somemore [22:41] Coby: the biggest woah there [22:41] Coby: is that humans are just one big body [22:41] Me: MPH7 *Higher order source-entities are more deeply immanent.* this statement amounts to a definition of "depth of immanence". The more order levels exist between a source-entity and a sub-entity, the more deeply immanent it is in an entity. Psychologically this corresponds to the observation that the humanity-entity is on a deeper subconscious level than the inner personal self. [22:41] Me: here we go [22:41] Me: MHP8 *Deeper levels of immanence correspond to lesser privacy.* this is because the deeper immanent source-entity encompasses more sub-entities. This principle seems to contradict experience, because we tend to think that our most private thoughts and feelings are most deeply immanent. But there is a difference between individual and immanent thoughts. The deeper the immanence, the more it is shared with others. [22:43] Coby: lol [22:43] Me: that's creepy [22:43] Coby: yes [22:43] Me: the more private something is, the more it isn't [22:44] Coby: im reading your deepest thoughts cameron [22:44] Me: damn [22:44] Me: MHP5 *A source-entity has simultaneous and direct access to all its sub-entities at all lower orders, without the need to pass through the intermediate orders sequentially.* this is because of its added dimension. For instance we can see in a crystal form all points, lines, and planes simultaneously because we perceive in 3-D, the third being the added dimension. [22:45] Coby: *********************** [22:45] Me: yeah [22:45] Me: not really [22:45] Me: lol [22:45] Coby: ************************** [22:45] Me: and he even corrects yoga [22:45] Coby: i just never said anything [22:45] Me: oh wow coby that was really hard to guess i'll bet [22:45] Me: lol [22:46] Me: ********************* [22:46] Me: \lol [22:46] Me: ************************* [22:46] Me: ************************ [22:46] Me: never even noticed it [22:46] Me: :P [22:46] Coby: no [22:46] Coby: i knew for a long time [22:46] Me: he did too [22:46] Coby: yeah [22:47] Me: but all that shit about there being more dimensions [22:47] Me: we just can't see them [22:47] Coby: yeah [22:47] Me: this says it's IMPOSSIBLE for us as our own entities to see them [22:47] Coby: but as a collective group [22:47] Me: but if we were to, we would understand everything [22:48] Coby: haha [22:48] Coby: you know [22:48] Coby: how much that ties into hitchhikers [22:48] Coby: with earth being the computer using man and everything on [22:48] Me: but then we wouldn't because instantly we would have the next dimension's properties to screw with and 3d would just be trivial [22:48] Coby: it [22:49] Me: the whole "space is infinite" thing and "we are not alone" well space isn't infinite, we just can't perceve it [22:49] Coby: yeah douglas adams either knew his shit or thats just chance [22:49] Me: yeah [22:49] Me: wow [22:49] Me: lol [22:49] Coby: lol [22:49] Me: life is pointless now [22:50] Me: all we have to srtive for is something we can't do without dying [22:50] Coby: tis why i love quantum physics [22:50] Me: or does it mean that once we reach complete enlightenment we become 4d [22:50] Coby: and such [22:51] Me: what even is one d? [22:51] Coby: linear [22:51] Me: well yeah [22:51] Me: but [22:51] Me: is it that simple [22:51] Coby: yes [22:51] Me: ... [22:51] Me: oh [22:51] Me: :P [22:51] Coby: only can precieve what is infront and behind you [22:52] Me: what is the fourth axis? [22:52] Coby: they say classicly its time [22:52] Me: what if it's like every other [22:52] Me: one D is x or y [22:53] Me: 2d is x and y [22:53] Me: 3d is x and y and z [22:53] Me: x and y and x? [22:53] Me: and z [22:53] Me: i mean [22:53] Me: not that [22:53] Me: lol [22:53] Coby: 4D is x y z and t [22:53] Me: isn't there something in computing where every time it doubles ti quadruples though [22:54] Me: what if that applies [22:54] Me: meaning 4d has eight dimensions [22:54] Coby: no [22:54] Coby: cause then 2d [22:54] Coby: would have 4 [22:54] Me: okay [22:54] Me: every other is double [22:54] Me: every second one is doubled* [22:55] Me: that was a property that fsked us up with bits [22:55] Me: and why we had to go to base eight [22:55] Coby: i dunno [22:55] Coby: well no [22:55] Coby: its actualy all base 2 [22:56] Me: well [22:56] Me: ascii and hex are base eight [22:56] Me: one unit has eight [22:56] Coby: its why its 2 bit 4 bit 8 bit 16 bit 32 64 128 [22:56] Coby: 256 [22:56] Coby: 512 [22:56] Me: yeah [22:56] Me: okay [22:56] Coby: 1024 [22:56] Coby: and so on [22:57] Coby: ascii and hex [22:57] Coby: are used for common langauge stuff [22:57] Coby: cause you can make it for numbers letters and symbols [22:57] Me: yeah [22:57] Me: okay [22:57] Me: lol [22:58] Me: We can now make some definite statements about the nature of M-D reality, beginning with All-Entity. All-Entity is the source-entity of everything; all other entities in the universe are Its sub-entities (HP3,MHP1). The entire universe is a holon with All-Entity being the whole. All-Entity and Its parts are one and the same, seen from different points of view (HP6). All-Entity has an infinite number of degrees of freedom (HP1). It includes in Itself all aspects, capabilities, and potentials of everything that exists (HP3). For instance It has all human aspects, but beyond these an infinite number of others. All-Entity has no individuality, if we mean by individuality to be different from others. There are no others on that level to be different from. Being the source-entity of everything alive, All-Entity is the very essence of life. It transcends and resolves all differences between entities in the universe (HP5). Thus All-Entity is ultimate harmony. Love is harmony between living beings, therefore All-Entity is ultimate Love. [23:00] Coby: okay they just proved the hippies and the buddhist and some of toaism correct [23:00] Me: yeah [23:00] Me: there is a whole thing on taoism down here [23:00] Coby: buddhism is all about happiness and love for ultimate enlightenment [23:01] Me: yeah [23:01] Me: all those are [23:01] Coby: not hinduism [23:01] Me: it all is [23:01] Coby: hinduism is just like serve your role [23:01] Me: everything is ultimate enlightenment, ultimate happiness, ultimate love [23:01] Me: except that [23:01] Me: but in hinduism the ultimate goal is nirvana [23:01] Coby: sew yourself up [23:01] Me: which is ultimate enlightenment [23:01] Coby: yes but not great way to get there [23:02] Me: no [23:02] Me: but its the goal of everything if you think about it [23:02] Me: every religion [23:02] Me: even independently developing ones [23:02] Coby: no christianity is be good [23:02] Coby: go to heaven [23:02] Me: whats heaven [23:02] Coby: nothing about enlightenment [23:02] Coby: heaven is paradise [23:02] Coby: no suffering [23:02] Me: go to heaven to have ultimate love [23:02] Me: god has ultimate love [23:03] Coby: yes [23:03] Coby: but nothing [23:03] Me: that just said love equals enlightenment [23:03] Coby: yes [23:03] Coby: but christianity isnt about reaching ultimate enlightenment [23:03] Coby: its just there for love [23:03] Coby: the christians couldnt get pass to what love equals [23:04] Me: yeah [23:05] Me: so its just the unfinished equasion [23:05] Me: you have to solve christanity [23:05] Me: it's a big algebra problem [23:05] Coby: but this also proves athiesm... there is no god just a thought from the collective subconscious in order to try to reach total enlightenment [23:06] Me: yes [23:06] Me: but it also explains heaven [23:06] Me: is just the next dimension [23:06] Me: so everyone is right [23:06] Coby: it explains the backstory [23:06] Coby: to all religion [23:06] Me: it's in our collective subconsious [23:06] Me: wow [23:06] Me: this is really trippy lol [23:06] Coby: yeah [23:07] Coby: learn to free your mind [23:08] Me: but [23:08] Me: if you are a free mind [23:08] Me: you would go crazy [23:08] Me: and not be human [23:08] Me: so those crazed murders [23:08] Me: are really people who were just disconnected [23:09] Me: "unplugged" [23:09] Coby: could be [23:09] Me: or maybe that's how they reach enlightenment [23:09] Coby: that toaism quote i ran into the other day [23:09] Coby: seems to apply alot [23:09] Coby: "forget what you know" [23:09] Me: yeah [23:09] Me: or does it mean "repress everything you know" [23:09] Me: and then access it again [23:10] Coby: once you learn more? [23:10] Me: no [23:10] Me: "move your 'my doccuments' directly to the C drive. " [23:10] Me: you can't read the doccuments in the c directory if you store everything in mydoccuments [23:11] Me: move it up (down) into the collective subconscious [23:11] Coby: but everyone else can [23:11] Me: no [23:11] Me: every account on xp has the same "collective subconscious" the "windows" folder [23:11] Me: but separate doccuments [23:11] Me: sepperate "my doccuments" [23:11] Me: if everyone moved their "my doccuments" to the c directory [23:12] Me: then everyone would share all that data [23:12] Me: or enlightenment [23:12] Coby: yes [23:12] Coby: or just put everything into the shared folder [23:12] Me: same thing [23:12] Me: but you would still be sepperated [23:12] Me: it would just be copies [23:12] Me: writing a book is putting stuff into the shared folder [23:12] Coby: but share folder not only is that computer [23:13] Me: yeah [23:13] Coby: but all the computers in your network [23:13] Me: well [23:13] Me: that's differnet htough [23:13] Me: that's like differnet species [23:13] Coby: no [23:13] Me: and i don't think we want the same concious as ants [23:13] Coby: no [23:13] Coby: different computers [23:13] Coby: are the other people out there [23:13] Coby: that you dont come in contact to [23:14] Me: oh [23:14] Me: yeah [23:14] Me: "The valiant effort by scientists to determine the beginning of life on earth appears futile from a holistic point of view, because everything that exists is alive, period. Also in M-D terms, there is no beginning, because there is no time as we perceive it, to be discussed in the next section. " [23:14] Me: woah [23:14] Coby: which proves this thing i read on another guy [23:14] Me: that thing we say [23:14] Me: saw* [23:14] Coby: thats comming up in quantum physics [23:15] Me: was only page 2 of a 5 page thing [23:15] Me: the thing i'm readingl [23:15] Me: lol well tonight i went to the movies with egan, coby, dakota, bianca, and alyssa. we were going to see the island, but instead saw dukes of hazard, which i really did not want to see. it was a pretty bad movie. quite dumb. i wouldn't see it again, but i dunno. it was worth seeing once. today was mainly reading madame boring life and listening to this awesome new podcast novel i fould called "The Pocket and the Pendant" which is actually really great to listen to. EarthCore is finished, the second part of the last episode came out today (the last episode was split and released like 2 days apart because it would have been almost 2 hours) but i haven't listened to the finale part 2 yet.. i can't wait to though. i really loved listenign to earthcore, and i'm really enjoying the pocket and the pendant now too... i sugest everyone download the both of these. it's amasing you find the times you would be watching tv or doing nothing, but when you don't feel like reading, you are listening to a "podiobook" (wow that's a corny term, but they actually use it to describe a podcast novel) and thus, thinking and following a story and everything. oh actually, the link to the quantum metaphysics thing is http://www.purifymind.com/QuantumMeta.htm what i said was just from page 2 out of 5 pages of the quantum petaphysics essay or whatever. i forgot what else i was posting... while trying to write something earlier, i forgot a name and thought for about four minutes about it and dould NOT remember it and kinda started freaking out... but it was just because i was concentrating so hard on this whole thing... lol okay i'm pushing my luck now, my hard drive has been making hard drive failing sounds for about eight minutes now and i keep posting... i'm worried it will crash and i will loose all of this, even though it's saved ... i really don't want to loose any. lol. well since all i did was copy-paste other stuff for this post, does anyone thin that counts for my quote for today? i had a reallly awesome one, but i forgot it... oh wait, no i didn't. "Then, leaning against the writing desk, he remained lost in a sad reverie until evening. She had loved him, after all." -Gustave Flaubert's Madame Bovary adeus -aliencam http://forums.aliencam.net|W|P|112382989415038307|W|P|Collective Subconscious|W|P|cameronk@gmail.com8/15/2005 03:16:00 PM|W|P| amrober6|W|P|okay, ill admit the whole quantum physics thing goes just slightly over my head. but that is not to say that i cannot understand... when i get the time ill read the whole thing and then will have my own conversations with ppl about quantum physics and feel ubre smart. but that is in the near/distant future. hope ya had a fun time at the movies, (personally, i wouldnt be crazy bout seein dukes of hazard either) im pretty sure that The Island is a remake of Logan's Run, which was an alright movie, my mom loves it anyways... wow this a long comment, im gonna stop talking now.8/10/2005 11:54:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|well i'm trying to post to see if this will get my neato google ads working properly... they will be posted underneath the chat box on the right side (a.k.a the area under the chat box where you will be clicking on links ((if you want to)) ) so yeah... well as soon as i get the google ads to work then everything will be happy-dorry for some reason ive been feeling all depressed for like an hour for no reason... oh well i just need sleep. then i'll feel fine. no quote because this isn't a real post.|W|P|112374510806263767|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com8/10/2005 12:07:00 AM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|well im waiting for my ipod to update for a few minutes and it's amasing how nice it really is to sit here in the dark, being logged off of aim so i don't feel like i need to talk to anyone, and have no music playing... i have to say i enjoy the silence... but it can't last very long, because pretty soon my brain will think of something to think of and i'll be off again thinking... goodnight everyone, again. -aliencam|W|P|112365784458697368|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com8/09/2005 10:40:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|whelp today i am actually the writing a post and then i will be proceeding onto stap two, bed. yes it's only ten fourty-five when i start this post (ten fourty the blogger clock reads because i started it about five minutes ago actually) but okay yeah... i just watched Two Brothers, the (disney?) movie about two tigers that are cool and they get split up and they grow up and are cool and then they meet and are cool. and the movie was all-arround neat. actually i've never really been that "OOOOoooOoOoOoOoOoOoooOOOO" about tigers, but i dunno the movie was pretty good. last ngiht i watched "alexander", the (VERY not disney) movie that is very long. and i watched it in one sitting. it was actually a really good movie. and there were only two gay scenes and i thought alexander came off very straight for who he really was... i was like "no way, alexander was a ton more gay than that..." but everyone else cries and is like "ewww the movie had gay in it" which it didn't even have any gay, just guys hugging and saying "i less than three you h-name man" and one guy getting into bed with another guy standing there then a convinent scene change. anyway, the movie was really good i thought, except for the probably twenty or thirty minutes during the movie spent talking about angelina jolie's womb. and the fact that she does not get older at all in the 25 years plus that this movie spans. their rendition of her being older is to put bags under her eyes and put her hair up. om dizzle so much older... so yeah that part sucked but lol can't complain its just a movie. okay well i was going to do something tonight with people because i was bored, but monica was the only person i could get ahold of other than egan who had tara over so he couldn't do anything until he calls my house and is like "hey tara and i are walking to your house" and im like doubleyou tee eff... so they came to my house for a bit and left and then i wathed two brothers con mi familia. so i didn't get to really do anything because no one was there! where were you everyone. bah the lot of you not-homers. well everyone i want to go to bed now so yeah... "ignorance is what you filter out from your coffee with the paper fiter." -aliencam|W|P|112365556318174813|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com8/09/2005 12:24:00 AM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|you know. i haven't posted in a few days because i am the tired. and i'm going to sleep as soon as i finish this post... and update my iPod. the important things. so here is my post. im so tired that i have nothign to say except for my schedule 1st. period Language 5-6 con senor erickson (aah first period english!!!) 2nd period psychology IB con senora savoya (w00t psych is awesome class) 3rd. period spanish 5-6 with leyva (yay monica is in this class too) 4th period son lunch (bah lunch is t3h suck) 5th. period physics con senor denny (w00t for physics) 6th. period IB History of the Americas con senor jacklin (yay history is the l337) 7th. period calc ab con senora D-Star (stands for "goldman" not "death-star" ) today i told my brother to get me three AOL cds from blockbuster when he went (because that's as many as i want to grab at a time usually) and he gets back and says "i tried to grab three but i think i got a couple more" and hands me thirteen AOL cds and i'm like w00t w00t! so yep. .... now i have thirteen more cds for my wall yay. i have work tomorrow 11:00-4:00 ... "While theoretically and technically television may be feasible, commercially and financially I consider it an impossibility, a development of which we need waste little time dreaming." haha guy who invented radio. you've been pwn3d. -aliencam|W|P|112357475782728693|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com8/04/2005 12:28:00 AM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|well i went back and did some stuff and now today was actually a really good day. one thing i learned today: some christains say you have to believe in jesus to go to heaven, and only certain people are going to heaven (not mormons, for example). well no one leads a perfect life, and eventually you will have to stand in heaven reviewing your mistakes. but since we cannot actually know what the bible meant until we die, which mistake would you rather have made, the mistake of including people that are not loved, or the mistake of condemning some people that god loves? sorry about the ubershort post today everyone, i'm really tired, and i think many people haven't read yesterday's posts. if you did read them please comment so that i can be like "YES! someone read them!" tomorrow is go-get-your-schedule-from-school day! and i had a really good feeling about this school year since the day before kleis called my house... and i still do. so hooray for school. middle eastern joke of the day: "knock knock" "no, it is you who are incorrect" adeus --yay for porcheguse -aliencam|W|P|112314233423003217|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com8/03/2005 07:51:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|i hate being bored... when you're bored you do stupid stuff and then just completely ruin your day.|W|P|112312391374355987|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com8/03/2005 01:50:00 AM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|to make my post even longer, i will post the lyrics of the song i am currently listening to. i didn't mean to make the post so long everyone... lol sorry, but please read the whole thing or i will cry. artist: goldfinger album: open your eyes title: happy If I were you and you were me And we were back in '93 We had it all and all was well And this was where about I fell But that was then, we could pretend Our differences would be the end I take it back, full-blown attack Now it all just fades to black I just wanna feel alive Time goes flying by Doodoo doodoo doodoo Doodoo doodoo doodoo If this is how it's gonna be Then I might as well be free If this is how you're gonna act Then I just won't take you back I knew you well, I knew you then But now I can't seem to pretend Where have we gone, It's been so long? I just wanna feel alive Time goes flying by Doodoo doodoo doodoo Doodoo doodoo doodoo Doodoo doodoo doodoo Doodoo doodoo doodoo If I were you and you were me And we were back in '93 We had it all and all was well And this was where about I fell I would've died, you never lied Way before we even tried And if I knew what we'd go through Would I still be into you? Still be into you? I just wanna be happy I just wanna be happy I just wanna be happy here sometime Doodoo doodoo doodoo Doodoo doodoo doodoo Doodoo doodoo doodoo Doodoo doodoo doodoo kay that's enough. -aliencam|W|P|112305914332822588|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com8/02/2005 11:22:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|i just posted one of the posts i wrote while iw as on the trip to montarey, but i don't feel like typing hte ohter days, so yeah, just ask me about the trip and stuff. that post is below this one, so read it. before, or after you read this one. doesn't really matter. hmm right now i'm listening to goldfinger, after going through asian kung-fu generation, bowling for soup, dashboard, new amsterdams, and just changing from five iron frenzy looking for something to listen to... i dunno what i'm in the mood for. nothing really sounds good about now and no one is on... or if they are on they aren't talking... or i'm not talking to them... i dunno one or the other. well i just went through my palm pilot and added like fifteen poeple to my buddy list(s) that i was supposed to add at random times... and i started talking to adhikar who i was supposed to add at the beginning of tennis season but never got arround to it until now... lol pretty pathatic... okay what did i do today... today was awesome. i went to len renyolds computer furniture store con mi parents in order to look for a computer desk we are getting for the den on which to put the old computers and a laptop and a sewing machine. and there are some pretty awesome room-sized computer desks. but before that my dad had a blowout on i-17... which was kind of fortunate that it happened when it did, but unfortunate that it happened at all... we were driving botn cars down to the chevy dealer to get them serviced and to get something fixed with the seatbelts (some recall we got int he mail the other day) so yeah, we were going to leave the suburban and then dad in the avalanche owould pick us up and tomorrow we would flip the cars and get the avalanche fixed and take the suburban... but as we parked in the dealer's parking lot, we get a call from my dad saying he had a blowout, so all we did was go in and ask them to pick him up and tow him there and then fix the other stuff we were going to get serviced the next day anyway... so yeah... towing and picking up and bringing to the dealer only took like 30 minutes... okay, and then after the furniture store we went to our real destination, ikea! w00t! well... my real destination at least, i love going there... so awesome. and everything is like $2.00 and it's awesome. i got a ton of stuff there... lets see. we went to get a shower curtain and a quilt and sheets and track lighting for my room, and ended up getting a total of none of that! w00t. actually i came home with the quilt and pillowcase set, but a bunch of other stuff as we scouldn't find the shower curtain and i picked another decorative light instead of the track lighting. its one of those fiberoptic little lights that are usually handheald, only this is a big floor lamp one and it's cool. and then i got a real floor lamp that is really bright, and has another piece coming off of it with a movable light for reading, which is also really bright. so yay. and then i got a cool trashcan and a stick of bamboo... and i think i'm forgetting some things, but oh well! i love ikea! okay what else... i'm not working until friday this week! w00t! which means i'll be infinitely bored unless i do something... which i probably won't. so yeah... if anyone wants to do something before friday just call me if i'm not on aim... so yeah... okay what else... oh yeah! kleis called and talked to my mom this morning, and they tlaked for a long time and i really am not in the modd all fo the sudden to type it all for a third time :P but anyway, she called to make sure it was alright that i was registered for IB so w00t i'm in IB!!!!!!!! yay!!! and my mom told her off about some things and she was cool for once. alexa actually is doing ib now, after the second half of the summer saying she doesn't want to go and not taking world history over the summer like she needed to... she could have just done it ont her internet but now she will ahve to do it independent study... oh well lol, but anyway, her mom talked to the kleez and she scared her so much lol she called my dad and my dad had to explain that kleis is not a very warm person towards some people, and can actually be really friggin scarry. ... i'm afarid of her... ... well theres a lot more to write, but as of twenty minutes i was feeling really tired and wanted to go to bed but now i don't and i'm all hyper and not bored now but i think i'll go to bed anyway as to assure i'm rested for tomorrow for no reason in particular. but i still kind of do need to catch up on sleep... i didn't get much sleep on the trip at all... ad being at the concert from 9:00 am until 12:30 every night would be tiring with enough sleep... we usually got back to the hotel arround 1 and i went to sleep at 3 (after family guy) and then got up by six because somehow there was always more to do every morning... lol oh well. oh yeah i got l337 blue sunglasses and a hoodie at the concert. the hoodie says: "god is dead - nietche, 18 something" "nietche is dead - god, 1900" i spelled the guy's name wrong but he was a german existentialist philosopher, and existentialist pohilosophers are the most annyoign kind because they just are there to complain and just say things that are stupid, they are the people who come up with "military inteligence is a oxymorron hahahaha *BAM i've just been shot by someone with the IQ of a pitted fruit for being such an idiot*" but yeah it's pretty awesome. okay well i do believe that's enough post mass for tonight. any more and all of the internet will be sucked towards my blog because it will become a superdense mass and it's gravitational pull will slowly pull towards it the likes of slashdot and google.com mwahahahahahahaha. "I chose him out of thousands. I didn't like the others, they were all too flat." Monty Python skit Eric the Half-a-Bee oh i forgot something. the french parliment can kiss our american asses. they aren't getting the louisana purchase back no matter what. no one cares if "napolean wasn't your rightful leader" or if "he was preoccupied witht he war in europe at the time" if you want to disclaim napolean, you go right ahead. just remember, every single time someone makes fun of the french, they say "but napolean!" or "but joan of arc!" well those are your only defences. no more cool french. ever. we'll let you disown napolean but you can't have your friggin land back. especially not for "the same price plus intrest" lemme guess, everyone in that area would just move out. sure as hell wouldn't become french citizens. and speak french? come on who would do that it takes a real morron to choose to speak french. at least your stupid french president is smart enough to ignore you morrons and not ask us. i would blow up france if you did. oh don't forget the middle eastern joke of the day!: a rabbi, a priest, and an isham walk into a bar. all are offended by what they see. HAHAHAHAHA!. -aliencam|W|P|112305747606981022|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com8/04/2005 09:09:00 PM|W|P| Monica|W|P|i read. woot.8/02/2005 11:09:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|okay here is a post tha i wrote on my palm while i was on the trip, i wrote this on the second day's morning, about the first day... so yeah. log dia uno -- 07.26.05 first day of le montarey trip... i was in a car all day, everyone trades off between riding in t3h l337 minivan & the truck every 3 or so hours, so it's not so bad that way... we stopped in apple valley, ca, at robin (our pastor)'s cousin's house at like 3pm, and that's like a little less than halfway to montarey so yeah... 300 mi to go at this poing... let's see, wehat else, umm, there are 12 people going total, including one mexican (jason) with whom i had an interesting conversation in with spanish (much to the dismay of everyone else, no one else splke spanish in that car) anyway, it was, Poncho Miguel estan un gangsterdor y se sells abuletas (made up word for those russian dolls that you open up and there is another inside, matrioski or something) whithin wich he smuggles drugs (the border patrol gets so frustrated opening them all the way and get frustrated and stop) and poncho miguel had a dispute with another soutehrn california shopkeper y poncho se incienda la tienda de pinto brussles. so now pinto is a vigilnantee who is trying to kill all of poncho miguel's gang... and yeah... hmm... anything else... i saw the coolest shooting star ever while a couple of us went out for a walk in apple valley last night... pieces were breaking off of it and stuff so it was sparkeling and everything and it went across a huge part of the sky (but no one else saw it)... yeah i dunno, but it was awesome. at starbucks i had i green tea lemonaide and it was good (i had it un-sweetened). i liked it better than the green tea frap, which i haven't tried unsweetened... so i dunno maybe the green tea frap is good too... "a gangster must always know his surroundings" -aliencam okay well i was going to write the toher days but that was a pain so if you want to know what happened just talk to me... but i might not tell you what happened the other days...i do have that power you know. unless you like force me to tell you. then i don't. okay well today's post is above.|W|P|112305015179508760|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com8/02/2005 12:00:00 AM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|Omnivores for Mediocrity okay well i'm back home everyone! it's time for everyone to shout and sing in joyous ... joy! yes, joyous joy. well now for anyone who hasen't left by this point, i really am back home from my trip to montarey and it was really awesome. while i was there i wrote a couple posts for here on my palm but i need to retype those on here.... and my momis standing right behind me and telling me to go to bed right now so i won't be doing that now... bye. "how can you fail if you never do anything at all?" -aliencam|W|P|112296759761037247|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com8/02/2005 05:19:00 PM|W|P| Monica|W|P|kopas is home....w00t.8/02/2005 10:41:00 PM|W|P| aliencam|W|P|w00t!