And I just want to get mugged at knifepoint
to get cut enough to wake me up
cause I know that I don't want to die
sitting around watching my life go by
and what we take from this is what we'll get and we haven't
quite figured it out just yet
because all of us are all too stuck
strapped to a chair watching our lives blow up









Our concentration it contains a deadly flaw
our conversations change from words to blah, blah blah
we took prescription drugs but look how much good that did
well I think I had a point, but I just got distracted

Lately it just seems to me
like we've got the letters A.D.D.
branded into our mentality









this is a full song:

We were talking together
I said, "what's up with this weather?"
Dont know whether or not
How sad I just got
'Cause on my own volition.
What if I'm just missing the sun

And tomorrow, I know,
Will be rainy at best.
And the forecast, I know,
Is that I'll be depressed.

But I'll wait outside
Hopin that I'll catch sight of the sun.

[Chorus:]
Because on and off,
The clouds have fought
Their controll over the sky

And lately the weather
Has been so Bi-polar
And Consequently so have I

And now I'm sunny with a High
of 75
Since You took my heavy heart
And made it light

And its funny how you find
You enjoy your life
When you're happy to be alive

[Chorus]

And the temprature is freezing
And then, after dark,
There is a cold frost sweeping
In over my heart

And we might break up
If I dont wake up to the sun

[Chorus]

Sunny with a High of 75
Since You took my heavy heart
And made it light (made it light)

And its funny how you find
You enjoy your life
When you're happy to be...





that song gets weather metaphor bonus points!










and i had more song lyrics but i forgot which songs they are and i already closed iTunes







[23:41] Coby: im not a cheepskate
[23:41] Coby: im just finacialy self-repressed

5/29/2005 11:51:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|okay... i'm running on seven hours of sleep since school got out, so yeah i won a case of bawls at the xtreme lock-in on friday. it's in my ga-rage. and i just forgot the purpose of my post... but monica logged off and i don't really have anyone else left to talk to cept kalyn who logged off so bye stuff. "Don't think of it as a waste of time ... think of it as a 'life experience'." any and all questions/comments regarding this post or pretty much anything else can be posted in comment to this, or e-mailed to me, but all sentences that end in a prepositional phrase will be agnored and responsible authour(s) will concequently be sacked. -aliencam|W|P|111743665956444532|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/27/2005 01:04:00 AM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|oh no! school is out :( i don't know why, but i'v e never liked it when school is out, it always makes me want to be back in school... of course, once i am back in the school, i want nothing but to be out of the school. it's one thirty w00t 00 oo sorry about that, ^ i was seeing the difference between zeros and lowercase ohs. it's one like fifty something i thin.k i've been talking to caleb dude for awhile, he is to be a freshman in the preib at barris goldwater next year and stuff so yeah. i dunno. i wonder if hes annoying or an idiot, because if he is at least i will know the name of one freshman to make fun of. okay well i'm being yelled at, umm... lets seee... i'll finish tomorrow aah tonight! lol, bye -aliencam oh i won't finish tonight, amybe this afternoon bec i wont be here tonight...|W|P|111718357121404255|W|P|oh no!|W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/27/2005 08:43:00 AM|W|P| Monica|W|P|what'd you two talk about?5/30/2005 12:06:00 AM|W|P| aliencam|W|P|suff, what did YOU two talk about.

(i don't understand what that means what i said)5/21/2005 04:22:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|hey look the post below is posted twice! and i didn't do that. i could delete one of them, but that would make too much sence and then you wouldn't laugh at it. well i'm really at my parents and some other stuff is messed up right now so i don't feel like posting, i don't even know why i went to blogger in the first place... gah.|W|P|111671812051734007|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/19/2005 10:40:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|Today i had a sip of milk by accident. it was really unplesant tasting... i always loved milk, until i found out that i was allergic to it with my allergy testing... so i stopped drinking milk and i drink soy milk. and it is so much better lol... most people imagine it being gross or not good or weird, but if you get the right kind of soy milk it is so much better than milk. The score is zed. and if you argue that "zed" means "the name of the letter 'z' " instead of a number for which a score is to be, then you need to stop arguing about things that don't matter and get a life. ha i can't believe i potentially told thousands or millions of people to get a life. oh nooooh. i'm out of time. "As I was sitting down I became aware that the temperature was neither too hot nor too cold. This being the case I made no adjustments to the temperature control on the central heating." -From: http://www.wibsite.com/wiblog/dull/ -aliencam|W|P|111656833704751839|W|P|today i had a sip of milk by accident.|W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/19/2005 10:40:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|Today i had a sip of milk by accident. it was really unplesant tasting... i always loved milk, until i found out that i was allergic to it with my allergy testing... so i stopped drinking milk and i drink soy milk. and it is so much better lol... most people imagine it being gross or not good or weird, but if you get the right kind of soy milk it is so much better than milk. The score is zed. and if you argue that "zed" means "the name of the letter 'z' " instead of a number for which a score is to be, then you need to stop arguing about things that don't matter and get a life. ha i can't believe i potentially told thousands or millions of people to get a life. oh nooooh. i'm out of time. "As I was sitting down I became aware that the temperature was neither too hot nor too cold. This being the case I made no adjustments to the temperature control on the central heating." -From: http://www.wibsite.com/wiblog/dull/ -aliencam|W|P|111656827377025264|W|P|today i had a sip of milk by accident.|W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/18/2005 06:15:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|okay it's about six o'clock and wow that has always bothered me, o'clock... look's too wrids, what's the aposteaphie for? i mean is it like ojbfljaljdsclock or something? how can there be that in the middle of a modern english word.... i really want to know what the real word is, but no one ever seems to know so i've always wondered it.... actually not really, i've usualy been so bothered by it that i never write it, i usualy would write 6:00 and that's all, or i'd just say "it's six at night" or something. but i didn't this time... okay i downloaded a lot today... i got another dashboard confessional cd, another system of a down cd, finished getting a soundtrack of our lives album, and i'm getting eiffel 65's europop right now... and just a couple minutes ago finished a string quartet version of a dashboard confessional album, and its really awesome... so yeah okay well something... lets see i've been doing nothing, but as soon as my mother gets home i'm going to the stores and stuff... and i think they're home, so bye i'll finish post later no time to finish post, sorry in asked wether the cup is half full or half empty: "the cup hath spillith over." -aliencam|W|P|111647457109533153|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/11/2005 10:13:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|t3h blah. just got back from another night of working the state softball tournament... and i dunno, all dirty because stupid wind and baseball (doh softball) dust. ... and tired. after school i got to hang arround until 4:30 .... for to wait for my father to pick me up for to go to the softball tournament and work... umm... it was boring, but tucker was throwing away books for sommunity service (don't ask... or do, and i'll tell you, but i'd perfer not to type it because it takes like two minutes) so anyway, we ripped a bunch of books... and that was fun, and i ripped each indivdual page out of a book with 378 pages, and that took a long time... and then i hung out on the curb with james marlon tucker jane molly and some other people i think and we didn't really do anything except rip books... and then i took all the keys off molly's keychain and she put them back on and left. then my dad picked me up, at the same time actually... lets the see... i got 100% on a math test today, without asking what was on the test from people who already took it and without using a fancy ti-89 that does the problems for you, and that's better than the people who did do those things that i listed above after i stated i did not do the following ("the following" here is actualy used as referring to the the preceding... but let's not be confused with such nonsences [plural, natch] ) also... hmm lots that i'm not posting because i don't remember or it isn't relevent... today instead of watching "National Treasure" in our AP AM/AZ History class (which is now over because we took the AP test and are doing things like watching "National Treasure" in class), we ditched and went to the dalenberg's class to watch a REALLY CRAPPY PRESENTATION (yeah, that's right, i said your presentation was crappy! so put that in your dough and bake it into a friggin' cookie!) but not really, it was funny. and... hmm i don't know, but yeah... sorry Monica, your performance didn't suck! okay well my dad has been yelling at me for like fifteen minutes to get off, but i keep sayinf i'm typing my chem table of contents (which i am) but i finished awhile ago... and Monica had to go and no one else is talking to me that i want to talk to, so i might as well go too... crap forgot my quote... crap lost my poems... "All they need is an incentivizer of some sort... a coffee machine! aha!"|W|P|111587703882871682|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/14/2005 10:26:00 PM|W|P| Monica|W|P|thanks, buddy.5/09/2005 08:28:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|okay well hmmm... a lot of stuff since the last post... so... song lyrics! I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend You could cut ties with all the lies that you�ve been living in And if you do not want to see me again I would understand I would understand The angry boy a bit too insane Icing over a secret pain You know you don�t belong You�re the first to fight You�re way too loud You�re the flash of light on a burial shroud I know something�s wrong Well everyone I know has got a reason To say put the past away I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend You could cut ties with all the lies that you�ve been living in And if you do not want to see me again I would understand I would understand Well he�s on the table and he�s gone to code And I do not think anyone knows What they�re doing here And your friends have left you You�ve been dismissed I never thought it would come to this And i, I want you to know Everyone�s got to face down the demons Maybe today You could put the past away I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend You could cut ties with all the lies that you�ve been living in And if you do not want to see me again I would understand I would understand I would understand I would understand I would understand I would understand Understand Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah Can you put the past away I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend I would understand I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend I would understand I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend And I would understand I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend I would understand I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend I would understand okay well that's enough of that... well sorry, no post today, i'm real bust with other stuff.... oh yeah, from this point on, the letters "i" w'll be replaced w'th an apostrophe . "what's yellow and dangerous?" -aliencam ps. (it's not shark-infested custard)|W|P|111570314883992311|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/05/2005 10:33:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|okay well today i stayed home from school to study for the AP AMerican history test... iv'e read the entire book twice, once i went through and underlined all the inportant information, and i read a billion things online for ap american histroy prep for 1865-1925, and i swear that if i were to get a papercut i would bleed the american reveloution... well tomorrow begins the state softball torunament... as every year, my father is running it for the AIA... so i, and all of my family, get to work it... thankfully this year Tuscon complained and got the 5a tourney moved there, so we have 1-4a only, making the tourney only like five days instead of three weeks... but yeah.... this morning the pair of pants i put on needed to be ironed, and i didn't especially feel like ironing right then, because i was in ap-study mode, so i put on a pair of shorts that i bought like amonth ago (i went out and bought most of my summer clothes awhile ago and have been too lazy to wear them) and then i was like "oh i forgot that shorts are comfortable. " and they are comfortable, especially these microfiber und similar materials... so i think i will wear shorts now... but i need my new shoes because these shoes i have now, i noticed today, look really weird because there the very top eyes for the laces are, the ones that no one uses, the shoe bends outward in like a weird angle... and it's weird... but the shoes i'm getting are t3h l337, made with memory foam, and laceless, and weigh less than six ounces each shoe! *gasp* so yeah those will be l337 and really comfortable and not aquward because they are laceless so they have no weird angle thingies! now i posted pictures of my house, they unclude (haha because the comments areoutside the picture not inside) comments under each one explaining what it is, and maybe some commentary... okay maybe mostly ommentry and osme of explainign what it is... but the pictures must be read in reverse-order (looka t the bottom house picture first, then work your way up reading posts like you would if you were reading the last nineteen posts on someone's blog... which you will be doing if you do that...) okay well i really need to sleep, and i'm going crazy form studying all day so i dunno but ima go to sleep... "You know how x users sometimes die of drinking too much water? Well you should never take X, or study for an AP History exam." -aliencam|W|P|111535841401064600|W|P|attack of the radioactive blogs from a planet somewhere near mars|W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/05/2005 10:27:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
another view of the view from the back of the house... w00t
aliencam|W|P|111535722655470956|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/05/2005 10:24:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
it's the mountain view from the room with the extended door molding and it's own bathroom inside!!! yes my friends, that is the same mountain you see if you live on it in country club one.
aliencam|W|P|111535705122128235|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/05/2005 10:23:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
and gasp, it's the other side of the room i will probably pick over the allusion room, the one witha full bathroom and my own hallway complete with a closet halfway in the hallway and halfway in the main area of the room... well it's not really a hallway because the door to the room closes almost right to the left of where the bathroom is..... so it's more like an extended door moulding...
aliencam|W|P|111535699425849306|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/05/2005 10:21:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
room that i will probably be picking over allusion room... see that door on the right? yeah that closes, and that door on the left? yeah, that's a full bathroom INSIDE this room... and that other door is the l337 closet...
aliencam|W|P|111535686591657856|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/05/2005 10:19:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
HEY! the allusion room has a view too!! if you don't count that part of the house in the way... but that mountain, yeah, that's the back of the mountain all you country club-one-ers live on.
aliencam|W|P|111535678134626527|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/05/2005 10:18:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
and this is a picture of the allusion room witht he sink again... i think i might pick this room...
aliencam|W|P|111535670189539039|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/05/2005 10:17:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
hey look its the other sink in the other room that i just alluded to in the previous picture!!
aliencam|W|P|111535664585357648|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/05/2005 10:16:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
this is... a bedroom that i will not be choosing... but that sink has another door attached to a full bathroom, which has another door attached to another room with another sink that i may be choosing...
aliencam|W|P|111535660851895147|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/05/2005 10:15:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
Media Centre. ... a small hallway for two computers con window looking out on that smae mountain from kitchen...
aliencam|W|P|111535650290055718|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/05/2005 10:14:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
looking to the left side of the kitchen, the table has a view of mountains and stuff... well it would if i didn't first sneese on the lens and then not let it have time to fosucs out the sunlight... okay i didn't sneese on the lens, it was dust again
aliencam|W|P|111535645123561899|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/05/2005 10:12:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
it's the kitchen!!! AAH!!!! and the far side of that island is where the missing extra sink is
aliencam|W|P|111535637416898826|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/05/2005 10:11:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
lets stand on the back porc and take a picture of the view...
aliencam|W|P|111535631802851621|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/05/2005 10:11:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
gasp! lets look out the window in the living room.. oooh
aliencam|W|P|111535626129011562|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/05/2005 10:09:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
w00t its t3h attack of the living room! looking to the left this time, natch, that's the family room over there, and the view on the right
aliencam|W|P|111535619855911873|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/05/2005 10:09:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
one of t3h hallways, master medroom is on the left (big room where you saw from the front door is on imediate left) and that's a closet on the right, further to the right is that media room
aliencam|W|P|111535614056388265|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/05/2005 10:07:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
t3h media room, con dust on the lens... because there were two guys working on the group for the granite, and the door slammed shut because of hte immense wind and kicked dust up into the air and onto the lens. and my mom saw something they missed (not they missed, their boss missed... a sink... ) and she told them and they're like "yeah we thought there was a sink there but the guy said he marked where all the sinks are and this isn't one... doesn't matter, it's real easy to fix, we'll tell him tomorrow, thank you" only in spanish, and they were so happy that my mom spoke spanish that from then on they looked all happy and were doing a better job. yay for spanish!! oh yeah, the room is bigger to the left...
aliencam|W|P|111535604942718515|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/05/2005 10:03:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
through the front door, and BAM windows with a golf course
aliencam|W|P|111535583660214015|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/05/2005 10:01:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
looking down the street from the front door of t3h house
aliencam|W|P|111535568979804488|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/04/2005 07:49:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|score, we got the house!!! w00t. house on the tee of the 18th friggin hole of country club 2... so awesome. more details if i get on later... and maybe i can take some pics of the friggin awesome view tomorrow if we go up there... and of the house actually, its a spec home (fell out) so the house is almost done... "You're never too old to fight for justice!" -aliencam|W|P|111526159424701980|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/03/2005 04:18:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|okay this is the end of my picture posting for now i think... that was kind of fun... not really, but in a sort of "i have nothing better to do than post pictures on my blog" way, it was fun. i pray for all of you who do not have broadband, for htis took me almost twenty seconds to load the page while i was downloading the naruto movie at 98 kbps and bleach 28 at 136 kbps and bleach 29 at 109 kbps and uploading each of them at 80 kbps or higher.... here is our (nondenominational) prayer: dear superior being, or equal being, or no one in particular, please help those less fortunate, or equally fortunate, or more fortunate, than us in upgrading their internet connectoin speed to broadband speeds of 1.5 mbps or better. And may those who have broadband speeds of 1.5mbps or better be blessed with many files and internet websites to view, download, and listen to, wether they be of any sort, legal or not, or wether they not even exist. Help us all to make the internet a better place, and to rid the world of spammers and lamers and people who are just generally mean. May the internet remain a sacred place for whatever goes on there, and because of it's properties of being there and not existing all at the same time, let it infinitely expand the minds of our children in the concepts of infinite space, wether it really is infinite, wether we believe in infinite, or wether it is really just a mass hypnosis. thank you, or not. amen, achoo, or however else you want to end this. or not. note, all pictures have been resized from their original resolution of 2048x1536, and many pictures were taken out the window of a moving vehicle... -aliencam|W|P|111516304073874500|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/03/2005 08:57:00 PM|W|P| Monica|W|P|w00t for commenting.5/04/2005 03:28:00 PM|W|P| aliencam|W|P|double w00t for commenting.5/03/2005 04:16:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
one is the one last picture post for t3h today... unless something posesses me to post another picture, in which case, it will not be the last picture post for today... this looks pretty cool too, better in black and white and if the cactus was more off-center to the left... (halfway between where it is and the end of the picture would be cool)
aliencam|W|P|111516221486630586|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/03/2005 04:14:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
two is another flower, that i took a picture of while i was walking away to get back in t3h vehicle... but it looks cooler this way anyway... ima make htis one black and white
aliencam|W|P|111516209021513980|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/03/2005 04:13:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
three!!! is t3h flow3r ... can everyone say t3h phl0w3r in l337?
aliencam|W|P|111516201382922803|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/03/2005 04:12:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
four ... and perhaps is the same plant as the bee!!! no... no it's not... but it is on the top of that hill indian ruin/fort... and i didn't get the shot i tried to get here, there was one really cool angle with just this cactus against the sky (no mountainious background and yeah...) but i couldn't get the camera there...
aliencam|W|P|111516192142485526|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/03/2005 04:07:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
five.... and....acha, this is a cactus as seen off of the fort/indian ruins at the top of this hill that the last three pictures( and htis one) were taken from (and the one witht he flower and the bee) you can see the mine/quarry thing...
aliencam|W|P|111516165480689727|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/03/2005 04:05:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
six is maybe the same riverbed when i'm further on the right??? or maybe not!
aliencam|W|P|111516153569645591|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/03/2005 04:04:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
seven! that my friends (and not friends... and people who can only read this because they have 56k and cannot load so many pictures [muwahaha] ) is a river... there is a quarry/ore mine to the left of this picture... actually, like the distance of this picture over (riverbed makes a U shape) ... so... yeah
aliencam|W|P|111516145467465535|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/03/2005 04:01:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
eight is a sideways saguaro unless i can figure out how to turn the picture in hello... hmmm nope not a feature, okay sideways then!
aliencam|W|P|111516130709359517|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/03/2005 04:00:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
nine, lets hope everyone has broadband :)
aliencam|W|P|111516123301319266|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/03/2005 03:59:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
ten, w00t a bee
aliencam|W|P|111516114883245467|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/03/2005 03:58:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
eleven
aliencam|W|P|111516110736164557|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/03/2005 03:57:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
twelve
aliencam|W|P|111516107283796556|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/03/2005 03:57:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
thirteen
aliencam|W|P|111516103233372747|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/03/2005 03:56:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
fourteen ... i spelled saguaro wrong... on the last two pictures...
aliencam|W|P|111516099835816062|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/03/2005 03:55:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
fifteen more, and more saguros
aliencam|W|P|111516095426995364|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/03/2005 03:54:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
sixteen (lots of saguros yay)
aliencam|W|P|111516087743712805|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/03/2005 03:53:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
seventeen (w00t wild burro)
aliencam|W|P|111516081109723176|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/03/2005 03:51:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
eighteen
aliencam|W|P|111516070765327059|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/03/2005 03:50:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
nineteen
aliencam|W|P|111516061773200276|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/03/2005 03:48:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|
okay twenty pictures... these are some of the ones i chose, but i guess twenty is enough... lol
aliencam|W|P|111516053833819530|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com5/03/2005 03:43:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|okay well on friday was my church youth group's 30 hour famine thingie, and yeah... so on saturday (during the famine) we went off roading as a church, and i took a billion random pictures... so here are some of them...|W|P|111516027412510697|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com