6/30/2004 12:45:00 AM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|well today was one of the first days this summer that i actualy felt bored.. but that was only untill like 1:00 in the afternoon... then i was busy as alwalys... i started watching another anime today called Naruto... i only watched the first ep. but i'm downloading 1-10 right now... its pretty cool, its about this kid who when he was a little kid got the spirit of some nine-tailed giant fox that was destroying the world locked away in him... this kid is a ninja, like it seems everyone else in his village is... and is kinda crazy... i don't know how to explain it well, every review i read about it said it was the best and everything, but the description turned me away... then it was on the same site as the FMA eps i'm still looking for (the FMA server STILL down... *grumble*) and so i just donwloaded the first two... it's good once you watch it... well no one is on... no one has been whenever i was on today... well... no, thats wrong, everyone was on at one point or another, but they either weren't paying attention or ... no they weren't paying attention... lol well there isn't much more i can write about here... i'm planning on printing out copies of all of my blog posts... i don't know why... but i want to... lol hmm i just noticed that my MSN screennames were put as away... which is odd because all my sns come back on and go away and stuff at the same time... just kind of odd... my little brothers started playing RTCWET... i have no clue why, it slike they suddenly want ot go and play allt he onld games they can possibley find... just to make it so that i can't do anything in my SWG 14 day trial that ends on the 6th... ... well that was also weird... i was going through my iTunes playlist and i clicked the bution that makes it go to the next song and it flipped the next song with the 2nd to next song... which is better because i wanted it in that order anyway and iTunes doesn't like you to be able to organise two ways... (by artist, and then organise them in your order) nooo... it has to put them in it's own "special" ordering... it orders them by artist, and then by album and then track number and such... which is fine, but these songs were from the same album with no track order specified... and i guess it decited to switch them without me doing anything for me.. .thanks i guess but still, a little wrird, it hasent done that before... oh well. well i've had random pieces of random songs stuck in my head... ones i've heard maybe once, involountarily on the radio or something... yeah... and i don't know why... well maybe i do have some more things to talk about, but nothing i can really elaborate on like my usual posts, and i really don't want to leave this post as short as it is... somethign about short posts bothers me... maybe its just because i like to write... i can't stand blogs like tanner's are... his old one is two-percent.blogspot.com ... all those posts are gay random things copied and pasted off stupid websites... i swear i hate that half of the internet... the crap that is suposed to be "jokes" and "funny" stuff... i really don't mind spam as much as i mind the fricken joke stuff and gay places like "funnyjunk.com" ... it's the scum of the internet... no... the scum of the internet is the old people who hang arround in children's chat rooms selling drugs to them or trying to rape them... but still... the "funny" part of the internet is like ... allmost as bad as the rapists and kiddie porn people... after "funny" would have to be spam... no... after "funny" is the annoying as hell websites... any website that says "best viewed in 640X480" or "best viewed using Netscape" or a site that has stuff trailing the mouse, colours so you can't read the text, no content, or ... just all-arround bad pages... (see The HTML Hell Page ) EVERYONE READ THAT!!!!! http://catb.org/~esr/html-hell.html that is one of the most imporntant things everyone needs to read!!! so read it!!! after those pages are the spam... now some spam and ads amy go under those categories, those would go in the other categorys, not the spam one... well i was suposed to be sleeping by 12:00 my parents said... its 1:35... if they catch me up i'll get in trouble... so... bye... "Lets see how many l00bs i can pown and maybe i can raise my rank in the server form three to one!" stole that from THIS flash movie (use low volume or headphones if you decide to watch it) (the URL is http://icb2.com/SuperSnake2012/cs.swf for our unfortunate AOL users out there) -aliencam|W|P|10885851323480202|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com6/29/2004 01:03:00 AM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|hello. today we finally got our carpets cleaned.. and now they are clean... still a little wet though, they won't be completly dry untill tomorrow.... "Which leaves most of us currently as the bastered children of MS. Running an outdated beta with no support, and no upgrades avalibe. Yet promoting our father just the same ." haha this is so true for all of us xp-64 bit beta users out there... we have to hack our video drivers just to use open gl! and these are suposedly the open gl drivers they developed for us! HA! and few programs work... either way, 64-bit is worth even this... a M$ beta OS... HA! i got my replacement iPod headphones today... 2 days ago i ordered them because the wires underneath the covering were showing at the joint where the one cord splits into two... 2 days! and i get the new headphones and the 2 sets of foamy ear things! all in the same vacuum-sealed packages they came in in the iPod box!! ha... i hate apple, but they sure take care of their customers... well they'd better... their customers are the ones who spend $3K plus on a single computer... if those people went to PCs... well... thats 3K every year for each mac customer they loose... and they don't have many :P not that they need them... i think i've come to what macs are... they are the best car in the world, car you would buy if you had enough money, even though it is the uglyest thing ever... only macs aren't ugly, they look awesome, and they aren't the best... but i would buy one if i had the money... (install linux on it!!! [yellow dog linux is for macs] ) aaaggh when i go to bed i have to move everything off my bed!!! i had to empty the entire contents of the floor of my room (including in the closet) onto my bed or in the trash... and belive me... thats a lot of stuff... quite a lot of stuff... well kalyn just logged off.. she got on said she couldnt sleep and we talked for like 2 minutes and then she was tired... lol... i'm going to buy a katana as soon as i get the money... who needs a car when you've got a katana! you don't have to pay car insurance on a katana, and if you carry it arround with you, i'm sure people will give you a ride where you want... maybe if the scabbard falls :P but i would never sugest temporaraily hijacking people's cars every time you want to get somewhere.. not a sugestion... not one at all... not in the least...nope... but anyway, that will be aweosme... then i'll start up a traditional japanese weapons class again! and i'll get out my 28 inch bokken and nunchucks... w00t... my room is all clean now... because i had to throw so much stuff away... and yeah... i like my room clean and completly empty... it feels so... clean and completly empty... lol... i was playing SSX3 today on ps2... and i love that game, i just never play it because.. i never get arround to it... lol... anyway, i was listening ot the music on it whilst playing the game.. and now i have one of the songs stuck in my head... so i "obtained" the song and listened to it... its not that great.. i dunno why it burned itself into my skull like the ghosts of so many other songs have... this is why i used to hate music! because it is evil and yeah... i actualy realise why i boycotted all music for like 3 years now... w00t... and now i listen to music again.. more w00t... is so funny... everyone nows that an iPod is an expensive thing that looks awesome and is made by the devil... i mean... apple... meh same thing... but anyway, lots of people don't know that it is the most uberl337 mp3 player ever in existance and that it's legacy will reighn forever... even when stuff is better than the ipod, when you have music implanted into a thing you can't even see and control it with your mind, the iPod will still be the grestest ever... like the 50's chevy's were the greatest ever, even though there are better, those are the best... okay, anyway, back on the main topic of that last paragraph, the song stuck in my head is "jerk it out" by caesaer's palace... here are the lyrics... "Wind me up, put me down, start me up and watch me go. I'll be running circles around you sooner than you know. A little off center and I'm out of tune. Just kickin this can along the avenue, but I'm alright. Cause it's easy once you know how it's done, and you can't stop now it's already begun, you feel it running through your bones. Then you jerk it out... when you jerk it out Shut up, hush him now, can't you hear you talk too loud. no I can't hear nothing cause I got my head up in the clouds I'll bite of anything that I can chew I'm chasing cars up and down the avenue but that's OK Cause it's easy once you know how it's done, and you can't stop now it's already begun, you feel it running through your bones. Then you jerk it out... when you jerk it out Cause it's easy once you know how it's done, and you can't stop now it's already begun, you feel it running through your bones. Then you jerk it out... when you jerk it out " okay so maybe not the best lyrics ever, but the music burns itself into your skull like... like something else that burns itself into some other thing... :) well i still am not tired at all... it seems this is a common trait... many people have come back on and said "i couldn't sleep".... maybe its something 3vil... a powerful force... a force so powerful that it is more powerful than the most powerful force you know... if you try to know it's power, it will only grow stronger because it will still be stronger than the most power you know... it's power is logrithmic... not exponential, logrithmic, because it slows down once it gets so high because it's power becomesclose to the unimaginable... but mainly because everyone with a good imagination has died by this time... yes... thats it... okay, there were many imporntant things i had to do before i do something else imporntant... and i can't remember any of them... mah i'll figure it out... i finally won a cell phone auction off ebay... and this was the cheapest one i've bid on also!... won the phone for $61 w00t... most of them went up over $100 at least... half over $150... this one is used though, thats why... but still.. its in okay condition.. my dad ruins his cell phone anyway... but maybe when i get mine back it won't be too ruined... meh i'm buying a new cover for it anyway so it will be a differnet colour and i can be special :P well i'm going to watch dual! (my favorite anime) tomorrow and then go on a campaign to get everyone to watch it!... yay! well i've been helping paul find animes to dl so i didn't write any more.. even though i had a ton more to write... oh well "If you are lost at least you will not be found..." -aliencam |W|P|108850433623985579|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com6/29/2004 12:52:00 PM|W|P| Coby|W|P|But Cameron dont you remember logrithims are exponets, didn't mr mohler burn that into your head or were you not listening. Nevermind i know its the second.6/30/2004 12:43:00 AM|W|P| aliencam|W|P|coby... i never said logrithems weren't exponents, but iw as about to say "the power is exponential" which means it gets bigger forever at an increasing rate, but it doesn't... the power is logrithmic , not exponential... i did not say anythign about exponents i did not even use the word other than as a part of "exponential" and if you are telling me that logrithms are exponential i am going over to your new house and burning it down while you are locked in your walk-in cliset playing the drums...and yes i was listening, i listen i just don't do the homework...

:)

-aliencam6/28/2004 12:19:00 AM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|okay, as soon as i get on today everyone decides to leave!!! whats with that! bah oh well... tanner has been making a website, he is real excited about it... and it was looking good yesterday.. but i checked it today, he changed a billion things... and now it really sucks... yeah... fix your website tanner! its just a pule of worthless stolen code and ads now... well i just downloaded integerity messenger to try as a subsitute to trillian... but no... it is really bad, no matter how much everyone seems to love it, it is horrible... so don't get it... even though i know you probably won't :P okay... i can't find studio MX anywhere... i looked and ic an't find it!! :( ... actualy.. i think i just remembered where it is... okay i just looked, and i remember which box it is in, but i can't find that certain box... bah... i think i'm going to join folding for the overclockersclub.com team... but thats only if i ever get arround to it... for now i'll just stick with SETI... i've finished 202 DUs for seti... all for the OCC team... but do i get the seti member icon like all theo ther seti team members on OCC?? NO! so i'm not going to join their other teams untill i get my seti recodnision... i'm number 41 in the seiti rankings for the entire site!!! bah! okay well i was suposed to go to bed at 12:00 because i have to get up really early and clean... we are having our carpets profesionally cleaned tomorrow for the first tiem sence we moved in (5 years!!!) even though we have carpet shampooers and we use them often to keep the carpets clean, it gets better with thebig professional cleaning machine :) but i was suposed to clean today.. and i didn't... well actualy i did clean quite a bit, but i have some stuff on the floor in my closet... yeah... well allrigth then.... "you're unaware that you should be scared... maybe you'll learn from mistakes." -aliencam|W|P|108840950541526882|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com6/26/2004 11:24:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|okay, today i'm starting my post at 11:25 instead of at 1 something... :P yay i won't be blogging untill 3 today... w00t. amd i have typed nothing but that paragraph... it is now 12:13... :P yay... and now its 12:44... hmm lol i really need ot get to typing something... "When NASA first started sending astronauts into space, it was quickly discovered that ballpoint pens would not work in zero gravity. NASA scientists spent a decade and $12 billion to develop a pen that writes in zero gravity, upside down, underwater, on almost any surface, and at temperatures ranging from below freezing to 300 degrees C. The Russians...used a pencil. " haha i just read that on a blog i was reading.. the url is youareactinglikeanumps.blogspot.com ... thats pretty funny, but you can use the water proof and upside down pena dn stuff for a lot of stuff so it was worhth 12 billion... and the russians couldnt use pens anyway in russia, because blallpoint pens freeze in russia!!so the russians didn't notice any difference... okay today i... hmmm can't think of anything... oh yeah, my parents went to see a play with some friends so they brought thier kids over here and i babysat my brothers and their 2 kids... and... thats about it... so yeah.... lol 1:34 AM... i'm starting to get tired... so i'm going to go read... no one was on today... bah. "who doesn't want to rule the world??" -aliencam|W|P|108832629118057093|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com6/26/2004 02:55:00 AM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|okay wow i finished that post at 2:55 AM not... whatever time i had listed in there... -aliencam|W|P|108824378897655235|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com6/26/2004 01:19:00 AM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|okay, i'm starting my post, and its 1:19 AM... :P i don't think i'll be able to get too far before my dad yells at me or something... so yeah... today ended VBS... and now it's over... untill next year of course, then it will be over again... unless we have it a different week... well if we have it earlier, it will be done by this time, but if we have it later then it won't... next year we won't "share' VBS with the lutheran church though... they will be in their new building by then, and we won't be right next to them... ... oh well... looks like we go back to the 15-20 kid VBS... well there are a few things i like better the way we do it... i don't think that was the other church though, it was the VBS set thing... i dunno... anyway... yeah... after VBS ended we went and set up our church for sunday, and we were going to go to cold stone for ice cream... and then my dad said "go ask ray's for a job" and i said "i'm tooy oung to work there" and he said "that's why you're going to fail next year!! within the first 6 weeks of school you will have all f's!!!" ... thanks for the modivation dad... ... and then we went to cold stone and i didnt want ice cream... and my dad isnt allowed to have ice cream for 2 weeks because hes trying the south beach diet... and my mom didn't really want ice cream and so my mom and i split a small cold stone ice cream... then we came home and my dad and i were talking about how much of an imbicle michael moore is and how we both refuse to see his lying POS of a fake doccumentery... i hate him... he is such a lying idiot... i swear, one day i will finance a militia to "deal with" all those extremely dumb liberal cretens... yeah... thats it... and the media.. the media is probably the worst... here is the media: "there are no weapons of mass dstruction. the ICBMs filled with blister agent (one of the most painful deaths from chemichal weapons) that were found in the sand aren't weapons of mass descrutaion or chemichal weapons. there aren't any, so the ones we found obviously don't count!... oh yeah, sadam didn't finance bin laden by giving him money. that was a birthday present. bin laden gave it to the 'save the infidels' charity. bin laden is a ncie terrorist. we should be nice to him and stop trying to catch him. we are killing people in iraq for no reason" yeah, thats the media... direct quote... "forgive and forget.. whatever was said.. because we're growing up, by the hour.. i would never have let.. it go on like it did.. all good things have ended... forgive and forget.. whatever was said.. all good things have ended... don't bother it now, let sleepers lie..." okay i typed that while i was in the middle of a word in the begining of the last paragraph.. its some lyrics to the song i'm listening to... lol i dunno why, i just kinda spontaniously typed them as they were said in the song... w00t i can type fast... its "forgive and forget" by the get up kids if you were wondering... okay paul... to answer your question... lol i really couldn't think of any more reasons, 3 just sounded good... not too clich� like 2... yet more than one... and less than 5... and closer to the truth than 4... :) lol... i guess i will no longer have anything to do in the evenings anymore... so yeah... i kinda will miss that... and what you said...the most... lol okay, what else... lets see... umm... wow i edited a lot... short post now.. maybe i'll add more, but paul is bugging me to publish, so i'll just keep typing here after i publish it... so paul will have to come abck tomorrow and see the changes... :P okay i just published, and now i'm typing more... lets see... my parents kept bugging me to ask out kalyn today... but i didn't... aaah i just got 28 new songs... and i forgot to check them for copyright-ness and one was... and it freaked me out... i don't care how many times i've heard it, it still scares me to death... w00t 28 new The Get Up Kids songs.. just because i listened to the first song i had ever heard of theirs... from like 6 years ago... "campfire kansas" ... at first, it was funny, and i got it stuck in my head really badly... like... forever... and then i put it off as so annoying that i would never listen to it again... and then one day last year... no this year i think... i got it stuck in my head again and so i went and got more of their songs... all the ones i could at that point... so i had like 10 of their songs and i listened to them.. but not campfire kansas for fear of getting it in my head again... and then tonight i finally listened to that song... and i heard new meaning in the lyrics and i like the song again... so i went and got 28 more of their songs.. and more coming still... i didn't expect them to be this easy to find... so now i have a ton more of their songs.. and they are great... okay well today tanner told me about this band called "Zero Faction" and they are really aweosme, but they can't sing.. thats their only problem... if they can get arround that... lol... you can download all their songs free on zero-faction.net ... their site... they are a small band from... some state, i don't remember right now :P but yeah.... paul joined uberblog! w00t... and tanner tried to join it but he isnt getting the email... i dunno why, ive sent him like 10... oh well... he made a new blog too that i think he might be even the least bit serious about!!! its silentblog.tk ... so ... yeah... lets see... i have 4 more books to read now! i got... umm what are the titles... lets see "cut" about a girl who is a cutter (person who just cuts themselves compulsively... often on the wrists... not necesairly suicidal, but often started by trying ot commit suicide)... and... "al capone does my shirts" ... a historical fiction book about the kid of a prison guard living on alcatraz... and yeah... i don't remember the others... but i'll read them and then give them back to my mom so she can take them back to her library... (she is a librarian) ... i went back to overclockersclub.com today.. they changed a lot... well a lot of stuff has changed... and i was reading hte posts... and a lot of the people there are new to computers and stuff... it seemed more advanced when i was there... too many people joining... as i read the posts... most were read in my head by the squeaky annoying whiney voice... bah no one was online today but paul and coby... :( okay... well... hmmm... i really have so much more to post... that i aren't going to... :P its 2:36 and i'm starting to loose it... i didn't get much sleep last night... "You want to know. We wish we didn't." -aliencam |W|P|108824100944013654|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com6/24/2004 10:32:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|well, tomorrow is the last day of VBS... i'm going to miss it.. for 3 reasons that i'll just let you guess... lol hmm so much to post that i can't put here... time for my private blog! my parents took me to the psychiatrist today for my testing for ADD and/or OCD... it wasn't bad at all, he just asked me a bunch of questions that didn't really have an answer... lol.. well they were easy questions, i just felt like i contradicted myself so many times... oh well... i have to go again next week on thursday for the actual test... lol i told him that even if i did have something i don't want to be treated for it.. because he asked me that and i really don't... whatever it is, its not that bad... and i don't really think it will help me to do my homework if i get treated for either like everyone else thinks... all i have to do i say "oh yeah i need to do homework instead fo not doing homework" and then do my homework... :P it's really that easy... lol i just didn't have any modivation... well sence my post is still so short, because everything seems to be in my private blog lately, i'll do a recap on old posts! *this isnt part of an old post, this is now* wait.. wait.. I JUST FOUND MY OLD BLOG!!! the URL is *i delited it because i don't want you reading my stuff* AWESOME!! those are some of my old posts.. ha i was so different then... wow... i can't belive i found that... that is so aweosme.. i've been looking for it forever!! haha!! w00t ... my first blog post ever isn't there though... :( lol this will be the 3rd or so time i've lost that blog... and found it again though! ha... *note: i spelled "Caffiene" wrong conciously there* okay well since i found my old blog i don't feel like posting all the cool clips of posts of the past... so i won't... :) well i just delited the URL to my old blog because i really didn't want you people to read it... lol you know what... i actually feel tired for a change... that's unusual... lol everyone is tired today.. they all went to bed early... "boom.... cshhhhhhh.. boom!" haha autsin... -aliencam|W|P|108814235160547232|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com6/25/2004 02:07:00 AM|W|P| Anonymous|W|P|Ok, about your first thought ( the 3 reasons why you gonna miss VBS), well I can only think of 1... unless she counts for all 3, oops... well anywayz can you help me and the rest of your loyal readers out? Maybe post it tomorrow?


-Ryno6/21/2004 11:58:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|hello. wow... it's 4 hours later and all i have still is "hello." well VBS started today at church... my church is doing VBS with the lutheran church across the way... and yeah... my mom, oldest bounger brother (or tyler... lol) volounteered there. so... yeah, we are volounteering... and.. thats about it... except for *removed because i feel like it* haha i've been censoring all my posts lately... that's why they're so short... or maybe its because i start them once i decide to go to bed??? meh... i'll re-type what i had tomorrow.. if i get arround to it... wow i feel like doing something else right now... anything... "if only you were allowed to know..." -aliencam|W|P|108789368312906780|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com6/20/2004 11:55:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|ohkay... well i am trying to type correctly right now... as in with no typoes and stuff, so i am typing at a really slow 40 wpm right now :P to think i could be doing this at 80 and nt being that bad... okay its like 2 hours later and thats all i've typed... we had a chat room earlier, and paul wan't in it but coby annie and kalyn were, and then kalyn left because her parents said she had to get off and then annie left and the chat died and then kalyn got back on, said she couldnt sleep and then we started up another chat room... without annie because she wasn't on...and then kalyn wasn't really all there in the chat and she just left so i left and now i'm going to leave and go do something else... even though coby is still on... lol... i think i'll go read... okay, today and yesterday i was thinking about perfection... if anything was perfect, it owuldn't be... just being perfect makes just that wrong with it. it's perfect, if you had anything perfect, what could you do??? nothing, there would be nothign else, it would be like a glowing light... a human bug-zapper... you see, perfection isnt unatainable because of scientific reasons, its unatainable because of our minds. you look at it, and it's just too good, and that's exactly what it is... it's not even a matter of opinions... if osmething is perfect, it is perfect, there is no one to say "well i don't like it" because even if they don't like things that are too good, perfect isnt... perfect isn't too good, its better than that... it just can't... anything perfect would ruin us as a species... one perfect thing means there has to be more... and everything wants perfect... then everyone in the world trys to make more perfect, and nothing else. no food is made, no cars, no gas, nothing put perfection... you put your perfect-in-a-bottle *just add water!* under the sink and... oops! there is no one to have tended the water so there is no water for anyone... everyone eventually starves and dies. and i delited more ebcause i didnt want it there... haha coby still thinks that the bible was written by god and that christains believe everything in the bible is word for word perfect... ha! ha ha! ... okay, ehough laughter, i am getting a headache... "the democrats put you up to this didn't they..." -aliencam |W|P|108780736756427454|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com6/21/2004 02:15:00 AM|W|P| Coby|W|P|Yes cameron me the atheiest believes there is a god to write the bible. *mutters*dumbass*mutters*6/20/2004 01:21:00 AM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|we had another chat. more interesting stuff... i would also rather not post this one.... whatever i feel like... meh... -aliencam|W|P|108771986134254244|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com6/19/2004 11:43:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|okay, first off i'd like to make a note that there is a difference between fat people and mcdonalds fat people... i can't name any mcdonalds fat people, thankfully... and i really don't konw anyone who is that fat... and woz is kinda fat, but he is an exception... okay, now that we've got that out of the way... "Tooku tooku omoi hatenaku Futari ga mujaki ni waratteta Ano koro ni modoreru nara... Kona gona ni kudaketa GARASU zaiku no you na Omoide no kakera o atsumeteru Daiji na MONO wa itsudatte Nakushite kara kizuku yo Kimi ga inai sekai wa Maru de JIGUSOO PAZURU Eien ni kaketa mama mikansei Dare ni mo kimi no kawari nante Nareru hazu wa nai kara Dou ka dou ka jikan o tomete Kimi no omokage o kono mune ni kizande kure Moshi mo moshi mo yurusareru nara Subete o gisei ni shite mo ii Ano egao o mou ichido... Genjitsu to iu kusari ni Bokutachi wa tsunagarete Yume miru koto sae mo kanawazu ni Sore demo sagashi tsuzuketeru Yami o terasu hikari o Tooku tooku omoi hatenaku Futari ga mujaki ni waratteta ano koro e Dou ka dou ka jikan o tomete Kimi no omokage o kono mune ni kizande kure Moshi mo moshi mo yurusareru nara Subete o gisei ni shite mo ii Ano egao o mou ichido..." the romaji (japanese) lyrics to "UNDO" by "cool joke" (the song i posted in english yesterday) ...................................................................... ...................................................................... ...................................................................... ...................................................................... ...................................................................... ...................................................................... ...................................................................... ...................................................................... ...................................................................... ...................................................................... ...................................................................... ...................................................................... ...................................................................... ...................................................................... ...................................................................... yay i'm bored so i don't know why i did that... lots of dots... hmm... today i continued my quest to clean te old computer up... and i... oh yeah, i cleaned out a kepsake box of old school papers from undr my bed... i have 2 large boxes... lets see... 1ft X 3ft X 8in deep ... fileed so they can't close anymore with old school papers (elm school and preschool...some "middle school") i filled an entire trashbag with stuff from it... the big bags... i only went through one box too... i had a LOT of junk... i kept all my 'artwork' tho... i had tons of drawings and stuff... and thats not where i keep the old drawings mostly... :P well... i kept all those... i dunno why but they are still in the giant box... what else do i have to say... tomorrow is church... then the next day VBS starts at church... and i volounteered for that... umm i dunno... i installed empire earth again today... intresting chat today... i'll post it... you know what, i posted it and then i delited it... because i didnt want it posted after all... lol but it was funny... well some parts... i am at a loss for what to write right now... no pressing issues on my mind that i care to post anything about... so... yeah i guess this is all i have to write *goodbye!* (unless i come back later and write more) "Ha! The souls of children are bartered so easily for!" -aliencam |W|P|108771552082522680|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com6/17/2004 11:46:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|"My feelings are endlessly far away The two of us were laughing innocently If only we could go back to then... Broken into pieces Like glass I gather up the pieces of my memories I notice that important things Are always the things that are lost A world without you in it Is like a jig-saw puzzle Incomplete, and forever lacking I should never find a substitute for you In anyone else Please, stop time Crave traces of yourself into my heart If you can forgive me I'll sacrifice everything Smile that smile for me, one more time... We are linked by a chain Called reality Even the things I dream about are not granted to me Yet, I continue to search For the light that shines on the darkness My feelings are endlessly far away To the time when we were laughing innocently Please, stop time Carve traces of yourself into my heart If you can forgive me I'll sacrifice everything Smile that smile for me, one more time..." The translated lyrics to the third season Full Metal Alchemist theme... that song has been stuck in my head for like 3 days now... its called "UNDO" by "Cool Joke" ... lol i can't belive i have a song by "cool joke" stuck in my head... lol that is such a stupid name... :P But, lots of japanese bands have odd names... bah i just got rid of 2 more gnats on the monitor... how do they keep getting there!!!??? bah... today my brothers decited it owuld be fun to go on the old ocmputer and go to every spyware/virus download site they could... only they didnt mean to.. they thought that gameshark code websites were alwalys clean of everything... why would the skillless cheaters and losers of america have any spyware/viruses on their websites??? pfft beats me... anyway, i have gone over it with them for the past 3 years that you dont look for codes on the internet without me there.. .and that you dont click any links on sites that dont say exactly what you are looking for... even if they say "click me!" ... and you dont click "yes" to the "install this 100% adware/spyware/virus *cross that out* 'happyware' program???" ... and they have gotten in trouble for this many times... soo the old computer was effsked... you couldnt get on IE, and there were a million programs running in the background that oyu cant quit out of, and the taskbar had a million icons and yeah... so i went through, delited allt he fiels, uninstalled everything, delited everything that i knew didnt belong there, and then i ran spybot search and destroy... it found 173 things... then i restarted the computer, and ti found 16 things.. then i updated spybot search and destroy, and it founf 60 soemthig things.. so that brings the delited files and stuff total to... 350 something, and that is not counting everyhting i delited manually and that is only with spybot search and destroy... then i ran ad-aware.. and it found *ta-da* 486 items... so that is 750somethign items found only by programs.. then i rstarted and ad-aware gounf 6 items... so 756 something items total... my brothers have gotten in trouble again and were banned from internet again... which doesnt really matter because al they do on the itnerent is download spyware, play java/flash games, and look up cheats... these brohters are 10 and 8 years old... they should know by now what not to do on the internet... bah yay tomorrow my parents are going to look for a house to buy... then we will rent it out... yay. okay well thats all i'm going to write for now... oh yeah.. the old movie i watched today was "the way we were" ... well i'm stopping writing when this post is so short still because everyone is not on... and sence no one is on there really isnt as much reason for me to atay on and talk to them and write more... because they aren't on... :P "once upon a time in a not so far off land called america there was a very thin little child. then he saw a cute mcdonalds ocmmercial witht he happy clown and children following him like the pied piper... he fell under the clown's spell and followed him. the clown did not take the children to bed with him, as michael jackson would have, but he took them to mcdonalds, where the children ate many meals of happy and fell in love with the dripping grease and processed food proudcts. these children grew up and, still in love with the food there, continued to eat mcdonalds to their heart, and the profettering gluttons' content. these children became horrendously overweight, and could do nothing but sit and either watch tv or pretend to be good at video games. then, for consequence of their actions, god struck down them all in one massive country-wide heart attack. and the surviving people rejoyced and feasted, but not too much, and not on mcdonalds, fearing the fate of the not-so-loved ones who still lie at their feet" ... this is what revelation was suposed to say... not really... but it could be the second coming of christ... only instead of sinners.. fat people??? nah... there is nothing wrong with fat people... yes there is... as a side note, did anyoen ever notice that people say "oh if oyu sit and play video games and work on the computer all day you will be fat and stupid!" well... have you ever once seen a fat video game champion??? no, the only people at the top are skinny little white boys... same with computers... is bill gates fat??? no, he is a skinny little white boy... steve jobs, steve woz... all skinny little white children... now every once in awhile oyu se a fat person good at one of the two just because its all they do.. not often though... sorry about the fat rant... i needed a quote :P -aliencam|W|P|108754171439060032|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com6/17/2004 12:00:00 AM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|and another day spend... another blink of the eye and it will be one blink later... we should measure time in blinks... that would be odd... because then time would be faster in dry places and in windy places and in cold places... hahaha that would be cool. and would completly mess up the world... say bye bye world economy! lol... maybe that wouldnt be suck a great idea anyway... meh i'll submit it to my board of advisors when i take over the universe... yay i got 3 hours of sleep! maybe a little more... but like 3 hours 15 minutes... ... yay! yesterday.. coby got annoyed at my cleaning my glasses every 5 minutes and he said "here, look how dirty my glasses are" and he handed me his glasses.. and i cleaned them... :P i think that probably just annoyed him more... yesterday... some stuff happned... lets see... there was another chat room and yeah... thats about it... today... got up at like 6:45... went to work with my mom today... al my brothers and i had to.. we helped her with some stuff in her library and then we went furniture shoppign all day to try to find 2 couches for our living room... we needed something with cheerywood on it but couldnt find anything good.. there were like 2 other sofas that didnt have cherrywood but were colours that would go with the room but we didnt get them... lets see... i wonder if i can name all the furniture stores we went to.... *mutters for about 30 seconds* ... nope... okay whatever... then we went to EB games... which was odd because EB games stands for Electronics Botique *spelling?* Games ... and EB games is the Canadian version of Game Stop... but this is Arizona, not canadia... and we have gamestops in arizona and the USA and stuff... but there was a EB Games right in the middle of arizona... which is one of the furthest states from canadia... i don't think i could live in canada... i kinda want to because they have stupid judges who made filesharing of music and stuff legal which would be cool because then i wouldnt ever get arrested for filesharing... not that i share music or any other copywrighted files with other people... no... i wouldn't do that... but hypotheticly if i did, and all the hypothetical defences to stop RIAA/lat enforcement tracking failed... then i hypotheticly wouldn't get in trouble if i was in canada... this is all hypothetical because i would never share copywrited files of course... who would do that? pfft, no one i know... but anyway back on the off-topic topic, i couldnt live in canada because in canada its cold, and there are trees, and many small rodents and green plants. i can't live in the cold, i get uncomfortable if the temperature is below 78... and i cant be near trees.. i'm alergic to most trees... and i can't be near any green plants... i'm alergic to allmost every green plant... and i'm also alergic to bleached rice (white rice, my parents have to get "unbleached" and all it is is white rice that is brownish) and i'm alergic to corn... which i ignore... and i'm alergic to milk... (not lactose intolerent, allergic to milk in the *achoo* way... and yet i drank regular milk untill i was 14.. now soy milk only... *yum!* ) and i'm alergic to most likely anything else you can think of that is a plant or anyhting else... dust... yeah and other stuff... i shoudl live in a bubble then i wouldnt have to bother everyone else.. and they could laugh at me and say "haha thats the kid that lives in a bubble what a loser, he can't even post on his blog anymore becauce he is alergic to the plastic keyboards are made of..." and then i could just... yeah nevermind... today when we were at EB games (Gamestop for American friends... unless you go to a confused EB games in america that doesn't rmember what country it's in) my brothers wanted to buy 2 games. they have been planning on buying these for awhile, savage and either the neverwinter nights gold pack or the warcraft 3 pack...hey i've got an idea, i'll just make a new line every tiem instead of a period.. yeah, i'll do that starting... now okay, so they wanted to but these games and they did I was going to help them buy these games with my money but i expected for them to buy warcraft 3 pack instead of neverwinter nights gold i was a litle tired, so i didnt notice, and the next second we are out of the store and have neverwinted nights and now i owe my mm $15 for it because i agreed to help them now i have no problem with the neverwinter nights gold pack, but i do have a problem with this hitting enter instead of a period, so i'm done. anyway, i like neverwinter nights, i jsut kinda felt like getting an RTS... oh well, i would play both... and they got savage, which is awesome the full version... everyone says "oh the demo version os good enough" but they kep killing the demo users with 60 second respawn time and everything... so yeah, there are a million more maps and stuff... its aweosme... what else... lets see.... we also went to sportsman's next to costco to get shooting glasses and earplugs so we dont have to borrow other pepole's shooting glasses again when we go shooting tomorrow... yay.... bah my glasses are annoying... my parents were too cheap to get the super-anti-reflective coating like they did when i got them as reading glasses and not i can see my eyes in the glasses and its super annoying.. coby says tis because they are too clean, but if they get dirtier then i can see dust partcles on them and thats just as bad... no its not... dust is worse... bah glasses... i dont't even need them... it makes such a miniscule change they dont even really matter... bah... lets see... what else did i have to say... i had some stuff to say... oh yeah, at world market they were selling the monty python holy grail ail... the bottle is awesome, it says "Holy Grail" and the "gr" in "grail" is crossed out and its "Monty Python's Holy Ale" and it had the monty python stuff on it... yeah... there was a newspaper article about it hanging over the display... okay, thats all... this post took awhille to type because i was reading forums and talking to annie while i was typing it... i wonder how long it is... meh "You only realise what is imporntant after you have lost it. And once you realize that, you end up forgetting why it was imporntant in the begining." -aliencam|W|P|108746033615301295|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com6/17/2004 08:04:00 PM|W|P| Anonymous|W|P|hello. i am anonymous.. yayy xP i bet u dont kno who i am =) ill give u a clue. my name starts w/ an a ..and is followed by nnie. its a mind boggler isnt it? im very bored and no1s on and bam you updated so yay im unbored but now im gonna be bored again cause im done commenting
-anonymous. annie. your stalker xP actually not really, i just keep an eye out for your blog which is equally creepy so i might as well be a stalker but i dont wanna be so im not bc i said so xP6/19/2004 01:04:00 AM|W|P| aliencam|W|P|what annie???6/15/2004 12:20:00 AM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|Hello. today the movie we watched was "Roman Holiday" It wasn't colourized like most of the other movies we've watched so far, but it was the second best, after Casablanca. This was also on VHS, but was like HDTV compaired to yesterday's super-horrible double-vision-shaking VHS of West Side Story... we then watched Big Fish at night, and it was a good movie... today... we got new shutters for the house!! they are awesome. they keep the sun from entering through the windows, keeping the inside of the home sun-free. cool in the summer and warm in the winter! *yay!* lol we only had blinds before. blinds feel so cheap now that we have these on our windows.. they are all like invincible industrial-strength-sideways blinds... yeah... i rearanged my room today as an effect of the shutters... when they were installing them, they wouldnt hae been able to because the headboard of my bed was covering some of the big window in my room, so i moved the ned away form it...a nd then when i went ot put it back, i said "hey i've been plannign ot move my bed over here and move htis [furniture item] here and this [furniture item] here" and i did, because that was what i was planning to do for awhile and i never did it untill today. but i'm not finished yet... i still have a few [furniture items] to move and some stuff so yeah... well my parents actualy didnt bug me about aklyn today *yay* so yeah... lol i was looking at how many words people have written.. and i have liek 118 posts total and some 39 thousand words typed.. yay! so i think i am a going to try to type more words right now so that i can beat everyon ewho has a signifigantly lower word count than me (because everyone i nkow on blogger does have a signifigantly lower post/word count than me) and... woah... computer just paused... i have ten million high-resource sucking windows open tho... there closed them. and everyone just logged off... now only paul who has been online and not idle nor away for days, but has said but a few words... and ashley are on ... and sence neither are talking there is no one to talk to... :( oh well i guess i'll go do something wore worthwile of my time like reading or thinking or pondering or wondering or doing nothing or staring at my awesome painted celing in the dark so that it looks like its shaking and then turn the lights on so it doesnt shake and give me an epileptic seizure even though i dont have epilepsy... so yeah and... okay i was about to type the quote that i came up with earlier and then i forgot it... bah its right when i go to type it that i forget.. and the people i told it to aren't on right now so i cant ask them what it was... bah i guess i'll use a non-cameronkopas-original quote... okay here goes "and God said, 'Thou shalt not eat Ham!' And lo, there was Judaeism." -aliencam|W|P|108728684043851382|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com6/14/2004 12:34:00 AM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|oh yeah, htose lyrics i posted saying they were in japanese, they werent.. that is romaji... not japanese... but romaji is just japanese typed with english characters so.. i guess it is japanese... -aliencam|W|P|108719850781145463|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com6/13/2004 11:39:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|well i havent posted in quite awhile... i dont't know why on accoutn of i've typed many-a post sence my last one... just delieted them all for one reason or another... my parents found out i like kalyn today... but i really don't care to say again how it happned becasue i really don't have the time... but yeah.. so now they know i like kalyn and they were kind of bugging me about it all day... my mom was really sad that i didnt tell her this... and i guess i don't blame her... i kinda should have told my parents... i mean i've only liked this girl sence like 5th grade... yeah... watched west side story on VHS today... i swear i was going crazy because the VHS was so bad... the movie wasnt bad at all though, i liked it.. along with allt he other classic movies my mom is renting. she has a list of 100 classic movies we are watchign this summer, we've allready watched casablanca, which is awesome, gone with the wind, which was meh... and west side story, and we crossed a few more off the list that we had allready seen. i like this watching old movies thing... its pretty cool... wow i lost my train of thought again... umm... yeah.. i had this dream the other day where a bunch of people were sitting in a room talking... and then it ended... now i dont dream often... but a random forum of people doesnt usually appear in dreams im assuming... and i remember every detail except for their faces... yeah... ookay... what else did i have to say... yeah another chat room today.. this one had another random title like "ashley is not a bitch" and the random letters ones and the "bored peoples chat" and this one was "annie went shopping" or something like that... yeah... well it was weird because kalyn was being really nice to coby, but you could tell she was trying to be mean... its like clenching your teeth trying to smile, only hte other way arround... and she aoplogised to him for 8th grade... and kept saying she would marry him and kill him to take all his money... then we said we shoudl invite jonathan because he and coby hate eachother and it owuld be fun to watch them fight and try to stop it... and we went over the reason jonathan hates coby: coby puts too much mayonayse on his sandwitch, and then we invited him and some time later someone asked him why he hates coby and he said the mayonayse thing... :P and then coby put up a link to mr mohler's website, and kalyn is afarid of clowns and we told her to go to it and she said "thats not fuc***g funny!" only spelled out isntead of asterisks.. and she never corses at all so we were laughing at her for awhile... she started arguing that she does cuss osmetimes, we are just never arround her... and i guess we are nevr arround her, but why would you brag that you cuss, i mean oyu just sound like a barbaric idiot who has nothig batter to say and we pointed out that most people wouldnt argue that they do cuss and she agreed and said somethign allong the lines of what i just said... the part in italics... i havent really been watching FMA lately, on acocunt of my brothersa re on both computers 24/7 and the only tiem i can get on is when i am tlakign to my friends and bloggign and i dont want to watch FMA instead fo that... so i still need to watch 26 on .. even though i donwloaded all the way up to 34... well lots more to say but my brain shut off... and annie is going to read it so i have to go back and dleite half of this post... and i have ot be in bed by 12:00... it's 12:30... so bye... "I'm sorry, give me a moment to get over the shock... I just came to the realization that the entire planet is incompitent." -aliencam |W|P|108719836278703652|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com6/14/2004 12:49:00 AM|W|P| Anonymous|W|P|camerons not very nice not letting annie read the other half :P

-ANNIE!!!6/09/2004 10:54:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|okay here are the leyics to "ready steady go" by L'Arc~en~Ciel in original japanese and then in english... "READY STEADY CAN'T HOLD ME BACK READY STEADY GIVE ME GOOD LUCK READY STEADY NEVER LOOK BACK LET'S GET STARTED READY STEADY GO fukitonde yuku fukei korugaru you ni mae e kurushi magure demo hyouteki wa mou minogasanai ate ni naranai chizu yakute shimaeba ii sa uzumoreta shinjitsu kono tenohira de tsukami torou muchuu de (hayaku) kake nukete kita urusai kurai ni harisake sou na kodou no takanari hibite (yonde) iru kimi no koe koko de tachidomaru you na jikan wa nai sa READY STEADY GO kazoe kirenai kizu kakae konde ite mo chotto yasotto ja tamashi made wa ubawasenai ano oka no mukou de kimi ni deaeta nara nani kara hana sou sonna koto bakari omou yo muchuu de (hayaku) kake nukete kita urusai kurai ni harisake sou na kodou no takanari hibite (yonde) iru kimi no koe koko de tachidomaru you na jikan wa nai sa READY STEADY GO READY STEADY CAN'T HOLD ME BACK READY STEADY GIVE ME GOOD LUCK READY STEADY NEVER LOOK BACK LET'S GET STARTED READY STEADY GO kokoro wa (hashiru) ano sora no shita karamawari suru kimochi ga sakebi dasu no o tomerarenai kimi made (todoke) kitto ato sukoshi atsuku hizashi ga terasu kono michi no mukou READY STEADY GO PLEASE. TRUST ME." ENGLISH: "Ready steady, can't hold me back Ready steady, give me good luck Ready steady, never look back Let's get started, ready steady go The scenery is blowing away, as if it's rolling forward I'm desperate, but I won't miss my target This unreliable map, if it burns up I don't care The truth is buried, I grasp at it with the palm of my hand In my dreams, I ran through quickly The violent throbbing of the beat, that seems to be bursting open noisily Echoing, your voice is calling out to me As though it stops here, there is no time Ready steady go Even though I have countless wounds I won't allow even a little of my soul to be snatched away When I first met you beyond that hill Where should I star, tha'ts all I think about In my dreams, I ran through quickly The violent throbbing of the beat, that seems to be bursting open noisily Echoing, your voice is calling out to me As though it stops here, there is no time Ready steady go Ready steady, can't hold me back Ready steady, give me good luck Ready steady, never look back Let's get started, ready steady go My heart runs beneath the sky The beginnings of my racing feelings crying out, cannot be stopped Until this reaches you, certainly there will be changes The hot sunlight shines beyond this road Ready steady go Please. Trust me." yay and i finally got some people to join the uberBlog!!!!! w00t uberblog.tk paul coby and i are starting an online comic... we havent decited on what it be namsed yet but yeah... i think coby wants to name it "super linux project" or something... and then eh says he thinks some people might actualy read it! HA! i'll talk some sence into him... there will be no use of the adjective "super"... "HA! and you thought it was only for blowing stuff up!" -aliencam|W|P|108684721647856188|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com6/10/2004 01:29:00 PM|W|P| Coby|W|P|To defend myself I would rather use uber instead of super on anything i just said super cause i was tired ok.6/07/2004 11:56:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|well now that i arent beign interupted... i can kinda remember some of the stuff that i was going to put yesterday :P okay, yesterday we went to see harry potter at the theatres... it was good... some other stuff... i continued watching Full Metal Alchemist and i'm now on show 22 *yay* its awesome i got some more songs in my ipod now... i dont have 666 songs anymore so i dont have to be all edgy when i listen to my ipod yay... lol we went to gamestop to buy a used game for my dad for fathers day (tiger woods pga tour 04) and they didnt have it used for ps2... and the other game he wanted was mvp 2004 or osmething and that was $46 used so my mom was like "uhhh.. isnt that the same price as a new game" and i was like "yeah" and my brothers were like "i have to spend all my money NOW! lets stay here for another 20 minutes whilest we argue about which game we want to buy! first we'll look through the ps2 used games and then we'll look at old PC new games YAY! hey lats buy this warcraft battle pack thing!" and i said "ummmno" and then they said "awww well lets buy neverwinter nights gold edition!" and i was like "no i dont want to install that on my ocmputer ebcause i know you guys will just live on the computer wasting your lives with games... at least when i'm on the computer alwalys i'm not playing games and beign an idiot! im at least learnign something or reading or something or other!... *cough* i mean... no because it might not work on xp-64 bit beta (which it verry well might not... lots of games dont) and gamestop (eb games for our canadian friends eh?) doesn't accept returns.." and my mom went up to the clerk dude and said "hey will this work on umm... linux" (this next part is me) "no mom.. xp-64 bit beta" (her again) "oh yeah, that..." and the clerk dude said "well it might but it might not because it's still written in 32 bit code... and we don't accept returns... (then to me) but you might be able to get it to work if you hack it a bit *he smirks at his knowledge of 32/64 bits and use of the word 'hack' to some kid who he is amased knows what he is talking about* " then i kinda cringed because my parents are alwalys all like "neyaha hackign and stealign music bad, you don't do those things right cameron." and i'm all "yeah" and then to the clerk guy isaid "yeah i do that with most my programs but i'll check the forums to make sure someone got it to work" and he is all "yeah good idea" ... and then yeah we left... and my brothers said "neyaha cameron will never look it up to make sure it works! he alwalys does that he doesnt want us to play our immature video games to the point where we don't answer the phone and take his computer and dont answer if someone is yellign our names!" (which is what they do actualy when they are playing comp games.. the reason i don't let them) and i said i would look it up and i probably will eventually... actualy i will do that right after i post... wow just glancing at what i've typed ... it's really bad... excuse my typing skilz i typed that all really fast and not looking at the monitor... and i bet ti wont make much sence to you anyway.... even without typign errors :P well lately the ringing has gotten louder... lately being the past month(s) or so... keeps getting louder... especially last night... it got super-loud while i was in this chat room with my friends... oh well... my headache is less right now! yay! maybe it will go away after 2 weeks of a light headache that i still havent gotten arround to taking any asprin or ib prouphen or whatever for it... lol " ...GAAH AGAIN IVE LOST A QUOTE!!! i alwalys was able to come up with a quote within the blink of an eye and just type it there... i ahvent been able t sence this stupid ehadcahe... its a sign... i lost my quote abilities! noooo!!!!... no i didnt... got one. :) i really shouldt go crazy jsut because i cant think of a quote in 15 seconds... lol "A dream that can be acheived is not a real dream." yay another quote from kopas! no stealing quotes off quote websites and that waste -aliencam|W|P|108668010603315636|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com6/06/2004 10:38:00 PM|W|P|aliencam|W|P|okay, well i have not posted in a really long time... i have typed very long posts quite a few times, and ended up delieting them because... well actualy, i don't know why... i blamed it on because it was 2 AM and my parents were yelling for me to go to sleep... but i alwalys could have hit "save as draft" and i wouldnt have had to wait arround for it to publish or anyhting... but i didn't... oh well... okay, a slight dilema right now... I have to choose what school I'm going to next year... a little background information to confuse you further: all the 'children' in my age group that live in anthem are suposed to go to SDOHS this past school year, and then transfer to the anthem high school that was built over this past year... I didn't go to SDOHS this past year, along with like 4 kids from anthem (wow thats a crowd eh?) we went to BGHS to join the IB programe (a crazy accademic program that you take ahrder classes and stuff in because you're crazy)... now I have never worked in school , never paid attention, never did my homework, and i got 'good' grades (b's and a's) when i started high school at BGHS in the pre-IB program, the classes were a little more demanding... so i started doing really bad in like every class (b's and c's) this is because i still didnt do my homework and i didnt pay attention... so yeah... i did horrible... this second semester i did even worse, every grade was horrible... my parents were going to take me out of BGHS and send me to anthem high school next year... but my parents talked to my lang teacher and she convinced them to let me stay at goldwater for next year... my parents still want me to go to anthem high school next year, and they have a prety good reason... They say that they know i wont be able to mature enough by next year to stay on top of my grades... because ive never had to work before... and they're probably right... and if my grades arent good next year, they will kick me out of the IB (the IB people will) and then I will have to go to anthem high school (which is going to be BCHS -Boulder Creek ) anyway... and then i will have been kicked out of it instead of quitting by my own choice... but If i quit then for the rest of my life i'll have it on me that i gave up on the ib program... ib is the only way i will be able to make it into a good college, without it, i cant pay for a good college in any way... ib would be my scholarships... i would rather know that i didnt give up somethign i could easily do... that i was kicked out because i have just never had to work before... so i'm going to go to BGHS again next year... and if i get kicked out, then i guess i'll go to anthem... which i want to go to anyway ebcause its going to be an awesome school.... really nice buildings and stuff... and to be the first gradguating class would be cool... and then go to high school with the people that live right by me instead of the people that live 30+ minutes away... yeah and some other stuff... okay so i had some other stuff to put here but im not going to... and heres the stuff i'm going to put: ive been watching this cnime called full metal alchemist... its awesome... you can download the first 26 episodes (subbed in english of course) at boxtorrents.com just search for "Full Metal Alchemist" and then download the file called "Fullmetal Alchemist 1-26" its awesome... and some other stuff that i cant remember now!! thanks paul annie and coby for iming me and making me talk to you so i loose my train of thought!! bah. "Make all of your problems go away-- take over the world and send your problems to siberia!" -aliencam|W|P|108659003754860181|W|P||W|P|cameronk@gmail.com